Grown Choices (Jacob Perez Love Story)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Julie Thompson's POV

I haven't seen or heard from Desiree in a week. Every second of the day she's alone, I still can't get to her. And she's always with Jacob 24/7!

I switched seats and now I'm sitting next to Daniel. And of course, Desiree has to sit next to her boyfriend Jacob. Even at lunch!

Even though she somewhat banned me from her life, I know she couldn't resist not remembering us being together in the past. She still remembers quiet freshly. But it still bothers me that I'm in love with my straight ex-bestfriend all because I got jealous of her and Jacob.

Pushing my sorry thoughts to the side, I paid for my lunch and walked over to sit down with my friends, who used to be Desiree's friends too.... Before she started acting new and sat with Jacob at the popular guys table.

Don't get me wrong, me and Desiree are popular just like them. We set the trends for the girls while the guy pops set the trends for the dudes. How to act, how to dress, what songs are in, all that stuff.

"Julie?", a soft voice whispered, cutting off me and Stephanie's conversation.

"Yeah? Oh-Desiree.....", I said, looking down when I noticed she was talking to me, and she was alone.

"Can we talk?"

"Why do you want to talk all of a sudden? I thought you wanted me out your life? You've got the boy now.... So? Just gonna be my buddy again to kick me and everybody who loves you to the side again? Do you know how much you hurt us?! Me?!! I can't help my feelings towards you! OK!! ITS SAID!!! I LOVE YOU!!! But that fact that your so caught up in Jacob to see that no matter what I'm here for you.... That's low. Yeah, I admitted my feelings! Its better then walking around having sexual thoughts about you and making it akward. Now if you'll excuse me, I'd like to eat my lunch with my 'friends'....", I snapped.

I don't know why but all my emotions just poured out of me like a waterfall. But it felt good. She looked pained and she was frozen where she was.

"I just wanted to say that I will always love you, too.... And I sometimes still remember what we've done and how much love and emotion we had towards each other. I can't and I won't stop loving you.... Wether it's as a friend.... Or as my lover.", she said sadly before she turned and walked away.

I tried to contain my sorrow but I couldn't help but watch her walk away out the corner of my eye. Why is she so fucking hot?? And why are girls so freaking complicated?!!

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As soon as I got home, I got some chocolate ice cream, Sprite, Doritos, and a big spoon and ran upstairs to my room. My heart was swelling with an unknown emotion but it kinda felt good.

I searched for some movies on Netflix before I finally laid back on my bed and watched Fun Sized.

When it got towards the end were everyone was happy and had a guy and was smiling, I was crying. After wiping my face, I put on Starlet.

During the movie, I pigged out on everything. My stomach felt full and kinda gassy. When it got to that part where she was doing the porn video, I got kinda horny. Don't judge.

A little while later, I fell asleep with the spoon stuck in my hair from when I dropped it while falling asleep. My vision went black but my imagination was vivid and alive.

To be continued...