Sad one shots

Shot 6

Mom,
Another example happened again tonight. And of course... you blew me off.
You always wondered why I never talked to you on a personal level.
Once again.. tonight you showed me why....

I'm hurting.
I'm in pain.

And I start to open up to you and you reply with, "we'll talk about this tomorrow." Funny thing is that we never do. Bc by that time I learn to just keep it in and just to smile through the pain.
I came crying to you and you just showed me your back.
I'm laying next to you Mother and you won't turn over to just simply hug me.
I'm begging for you mom.

Where are you?

I'm sorry I'm not my sister and I'm not a social butterfly.
I come to you when I'm at my breaking point and you just won't turn over.
Mom.. please stop playing on your phone and look at me.

Look at my tears.
Look at my pain.

And try to maybe understand what my mind is doing to me.
Mother! Stop yelling at me to stop crying and to get over it.
It hurts me more than you know!

Mommy...

I'm about to go to college.
Please just acknowledge my pain and say something to soothe me down.
Please..
Mom??