Letters To Blake

Chapter 1 : Separation

Josh POV :
You know those days when everything is going fine and dandy and you feel on top of the world? You those days when everything's going perfectly fine. And then all of a sudden a teeny tiny tragic destroys your world? Well yeah, today's one of those days. Its one of those days I wished I didn't wake up. Its one of those days when I want to shut away from the world. Its one of those days I wish I could fix..

♢Flashback♢
"Joshhh! Honey dinner's ready" mom called. I took my sweet time because I knew that dinner was anything but ready.
After my mom yelled what seemed like the millionth time, I decided to go downstairs.
When I did, I saw my parents with 'the most' serious look ever. I was debating whether to run back to my room or not.
"Josh, are you going to have dinner or what?" Oh oh, too late.
"Yeah I am"
"Honey, we need to talk"
As soon as my mom dropped the bomb I was seriously thinking of my plan earlier. You know nothing good comes out of a 'We need to talk'.
"Josh are you there"?
"Yeah dad. So, whats up?" I added to lighten the topic.
"Josh, we want you to listen to us very carefully"
"Ahaan" I quirked a brow.
"Me and your mom have decided to move"
I swear if you tried a little hard, you could hear my thumping heart.
"Wait WHAT"
''-please hear us out first"
But I couldnt. I couldn't hear anything.
"We've decided its the best. For our jobs and your educat-"
"YOUR JOBS ARE PERFECTLY FINE AND I AM THE HAPPIEST IN LA. PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME"
"Honey, I knew its hard. But we've decided to move to New York. Its final."
They waited me for to say something. Anything. But I couldn't. I just walked out the door because this was too much for me. I needed help, I needed release, I needed theraphy. So I went to the next closest thing to theraphy-My bestfriend.