trainee k.mg

chapter 1

i stare at the television, watching those idols live their dreams. i used to want to be like them. i want to dance in a big stage, with my own song and see fans singing with their hearts together with fanchants.

the familiar song started at the screen, and i saw his face again. i'm still not used to seeing his face at the television. i see him, living his dream. rapping his heart out, dancing at the choreography that they made and at the left screen written " debut. "

kim mingyu, you have debuted, congrats.

2013

" shh. mingyu, we might get caught! "

" hurry up! it's 30 minutes before they check our rooms. " we entered the emergency exit, a.k.a our date spot. we sat on the stairs, cuddling each other. i was sixteen, and mingyu was 17. it may seem like we're too young, and us being on dating ban was no help at all. we have to date like this, on secret.

" how was training? " mingyu asked, he started to stroke at my hair, which i weirdly like it.

" hard, as usual. you? "

" same, but the broadcast was fun. "

we started to catch up on each other's day, but the time can go really fast, especially with the one that you love. it was now, 10 minutes to 10:00. and 10:00 is when they check the dorms.

i started to stand up when mingyu pulled me down, hugging me more.

" mingyu we have to go. "

" just one kiss please. "

" when did you became a romantic? "

" i'm always romantic. just please give a kiss, i can't sleep if you don't give me a kiss . "

" just one? "

" maybe two? "  he smiled cheekily, pouts his lips. i put my hands at his lips.

" come on hyejin-ah.. just two?? " he puts out a peace sign. " we don't have much time. it's 9:53 "

" okay. " i kissed him and started to run to the dorms. we can't go out together, because they will suspect us.

2 minutes later, i saw mingyu walking at the corridor, heading his way at his room. he gave a nod and wink and mouthed " good night, i love you. "

2015

" hyejin! come on let's eat. "

" yes, yoongi- oppa. "

" when will you go back to pledis? "

" i don't know. "

" you saw him again, didn't you. "

" yes, but at the television. "

" you still love him don't you? "

" unfortunately, yes. "

" is that why you took a break? because you can't handle that you lost him right? "

" yes. "

" but you still love dancing right? you still have dancing. don't lose your dream for some boy. "

" i don't know yoongi-oppa. "

" you should think about it. "

" okay. "