trainee k.mg

chapter 3

monday evening

" hyejin, don't forget to call me when you arrive okay? "

" okay oppa. "

" also, seokjin made you kimbap, if you get hungry eat it okay? "

" okay, tell seokjin-oppa thank you. "

" good luck, my dongsaeng. hope you debut. " yoongi oppa hugged me and i entered the station, i admit, i cried a little. i turned around and see yoongi oppa waving his hands. i returned the gesture and shouted " bye!!! thank you! "

i bought a ticket and waited for the train to come. i didn't tell nayoung unnie that i will be coming, she would be so surprised.

after waiting for 30 minutes, i boarded the train and slept all the through.

i finally arrived seoul station, it's been a long 1 month, and weirdly, i smelled the air.

i took the last train to gangnam, and after almost 3 hours of traveling, and finally made it! since it already curfew time most of the trainees are already asleep.

i entered the room that me and yebin shared.

" unnie? "

" yebin-ah! "

" why are still awake? "

" i was practicing my rap. "

" oh. "

" how about you unnie? how are you? "

" i'm good. "

" really? are you really okay? especially with the mingyu situation? " yebin is the only one who knows that we were together. because she caught us.

we were at our usual date spot. me, mingyu and the stars. we were doing the usual, flirting, being the cute ass couple.

" no mom! this is my dream. i don't want to move to the US! i'm staying and that's final! " yebin ended the call angrily and looked at us.

" i knew it that you guys are dating. don't worry i won't tell anyone. "

and she didn't.

" to be honest, that's why i took a break with the company. "

" because you couldn't take it? "

" yeah. "

" and now, getting over to now debuted idol is difficult. you will see him on the TV, magazines. he's at next level now. "

" it's okay unnie. you'll get to debut too. "

" i wish. "

" let's just get a good night's sleep okay? we have a long day tomorrow. "

even though i want to sleep, i can't. i slept all the way through seoul, that's why i decided to practice. because i didn't get to practice for 1 month, my moves were too stiff.

" wow! you're really good! " mingyu exclaimed.

" really? i thought it was stiff. "

" no it's smooth. don't put too much pressure on yourself. "

" okay. "

" why are you here? it's curfew time. "

i turned around and saw the man himself. kim mingyu.

" how about you sunbae-nim? " i sarcastically said.

" i came here to practice. "

" okay. good for you. " i bitterly said, i grabbed my phone and left the room.

" hyejin? let's talk. "

" about what? "

" about us. "

" what about us? "

" hyejin, i heard everything. that you left days after you broke up with me. "

" so? a trainee like me shouldn't hang around with idols like you. "

" i may have debuted but you're still the hyejin that first loved and i'm still the mingyu that you love. " he was crying, but so am i.

" i'm really sorry mingyu. but you debuted already. you can't have a girlfriend, that's pledis rules. even though we broke that rule during our trainee days but you can't break that rule now that you have debuted. that's the reason why i broke up with you. so please enjoy your idol life, just don't worry about me okay? "

" how can i live as one when the half of me is gone? "

" trust me you can. " i smiled, but deep inside i was hurting. i left the room, and started breaking down too.

" mingyu! where are we going? "

" somewhere! "

" wow, it's cold. it might snow today. "

we sat at a bench and mingyu bought me a hot chocolate. he brought some food and ate it. but then suddenly it snowing.

" first snow, if you watch the first snow with your boyfriend you'll always end together. "

" i don't have a boyfriend though. "

" be mine, hyejin. " he suddenly said

" what? "

he kneeled and said " be my girlfriend. please. i'll make you happy. i 'll feed you lots of food. take you to places you've never been before. "

" yes i'll be your girlfriend! " i jumped at his arms and kissed him.

but that is the past.

i'm so sorry.

i'm really sorry kim mingyu.