Why Am I Like This?

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I was home on Saturday working on my homework. I wanted to finish watching some anime but homework comes first. I had been working on it for hours. It's such a drag. And I hate it. I decided to take a break. While I'm relaxing I get a text from a number I don't recognize. The text reads "Hey Takanashi". I texted the number back asking who it was. And of course it was Usui. I wanted him to cut to the chase."What is it Usui? "I texted him. I didn't get a reply but instead a knock on the the front door. My family wasn't home so I had to open the door. And to my surprise it was Usui.

"Hello prez"

"Ahhh Usui what the hell? " I said. He scared me for a second.

"You wanted me to cut to the chase. Did you not? "

"Yeah but you don't have to knock on my door! Anyway just get in!"

Usui walks in and I shut the door behind him. We both sit down on the couch.

"What is it Usui?"

He then leaned closer to me. "Why do you so much like Misaki?"

W-what why would he ask me that?!
"Don't ask me stupid stuff-" I started but he cut me off.

"I know your pretending to act like her Takanashi! Why are you?!"

He saw right through me huh? I guess I can't escape this one. I didn't ever want to talk about this but I have no choice.

"There was guy. His name was Shiro. " I started "I really liked him. He was nice to me and wasn't a jerk to me. I wanted to be with him."

"What happened?" Usui asked me.

"One day I got a letter in my locker. He asked me to meet him behind the school during lunch period. I thought he liked me back. But that wasn't the case." before I knew it I started crying.

"We met up and I told him that I really like him before he said anything. But his friends were hiding and heard everything I said. He just pretended to be nice to me, and I fell for it!"

"Takanashi..."

"I want to be stronger so I act like Misaki. I hate guys because all they do is lure you in and hurt you. She's strong,and I'm just weak."

Usui then hugged me. What is he up to now?

"What do you think you're doing Usui?"

"Not all guys are the same Takanashi."

"I don't know how to believe that."

"Then I'll have to prove it to you."

Usui face was closer to mine

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Usui face was closer to mine. I wanted to ask what he was doing but I couldn't move. I wanted to try to act like Misaki but...That wouldn't work on him.

"Usui you-"

His lips were then on mine. His lips were on mine. My mind was telling me to stop and that this was a horrible idea. But my body was saying something else. I kissed him back but it was passionate. As if he actually cared. As if he could love someone like me. But that's most likely something of fantasy. Like in an anime. But I don't care. He kissed me harder. I caressed his face. But the kiss soon ended.

He got to me. I was prepared to be humiliated. To be exact, hurt.

"Usui I-"

"No more pretending. Okay?"

"I-i uh."

"Promise me."

His hand was resting on my cheek and his in my eyes were sincere.

"O-okay."

Well holy crap!That escalated quickly. You know when I first started writing this was the initial plan. I find it very annoying how someone has the nerve to tell me my character is Bitch, and that if I can't change her  that I need to be a better writer... I'm usually the person to snap and be a bitch... But just shut your mouth... Miss me with the bullshit.Thanks.
Damien💜

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