Breathe

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So yesterday was interesting. I never imagined that Usui saw right through me.  Let alone kiss me. I don't even know what goes on through his mind.  Does he like me? Was he toying with me? I'm afraid of the answer. This is why pretending to be like Misaki made things easy. My head started to hurt and I couldn't think straight. It was annoying me. My phone then began to play the ringtone. It scared me for a second. It was Misaki. I picked it up and accepted the call.

Misaki:Y/N YOU HAVEN'T ANSWERED YOUR PHONE!!!

Y/N: IM SORRY GOD DAMN!

Misaki: I'm just kidding Y/N. How has things been going for you "prez"?

She sounded like Usui and it annoyed me that it wasn't him. Calm down Y/N. Just breathe. No buggy.

Y/N: It's easy when the guys aren't being jerks.

Misaki: I feel you. Usui was the worst of them all. He got on my nerves all the time. I really hate him.

Now I'm more annoyed. Sure, Usui is a perverted,annoying, guy. But I don't hate him. Actually, I don't think I ever could. She said it with such ease. I got upset quickly.

Y/N: A-about Usui he... I uh...

Misaki:WHAT? HE DIDN'T HURT YOU DID HE?

Y/N: No that's not it all! It's just...I think I'm in love with him!

Misaki was giving me awkward silence. I didn't know what to do so I just hung up. She hates him and then she finds out I have a crush on him. But that's not the worst part. Usui might not even like me back. He could have just done that to make me stop pretending. It hurts me to think that.

Y/N: It's OK Y/N. Just breathe.

Saying that to myself caused me to start crying. I need to calm down or else I'm going to lose it.

Y/N: Just breathe Y/N. Breathe.

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