(CANCELED) Healing Spark(RatchetXAbused!human!Reader)

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Megatron flew back to his ship when he gained enough strength.

But the whole time he waited for that,you two just stayed there. You leaned against his helm as he laid back on the ground,you'd make jokes,laugh,talk. He was himself.

"Its been eons scene I've been so...open. I even convinced myself I was different..." He sighed,you stood,wincing slightly as you jumped up into his chest. "You may have changed here." You point to your head."But you can never change,whats here."you put your hand over his spark chamber.

That memory was burned into your mind.

Your helmet caught the visuals of the last five minutes when you passed out,leaning onto the recharging Megatron. Ratchet didn't seem happy about that. Miko was upset at first,but pushed it aside as just blood loss making you think it was someone else.

But what no one could understand, was why Megatron didn't kill you. He woke up first,then he woke you up. With a kind smile.

It was about four days ago,Ratchet ignored you,but Optimus had talked to you during a drive on the second day.

"You're saying he...cares for me?" He asked you,you shake your head,"Not you,Orion. You changed a lot,Optimus. He cared for that dork who would read every little data pad that came his way,who smiled at his stupid jokes,who believed that every being,organic or not,had a chance at life. And the thing he missed most was your voice back then. You sounded less like a warrior and more like a bookworm. Plus,ya kind of turned into an ass when you became a Prime."Were your words,he went silent at this.

"I'm...not myself anymore..." He mutters.

"Not all the time,no. But I think bits of Orion shows through." You smiled,the rear view mirror turned to look at you."What do you mean?"he asked. "Remember your horrified reaction to the story-" he cuts your off,"Okay,we are done talking about that."he said."Okay,how about your awkward moment of weakness when you kissed me."you said.

You could feel the truck heat up and giggled.
 
 

Today,you sat in the base,glancing at Ratchet here and there. It was late at night,you worked on a blue print for a cannon add-on for the bots,Miko,Raf,and Jack long gone to their homes and beds. Optimus sat in the corner, reading a bit more then he used to two days ago.

"Ratchet...?" You jump onto the table he stood in front of. He ignored you and you sigh,your face falling. "Y/n,come here." Optimus said,you nod,jumping over to the bot. You think you got really used to this suit,like it was your own normal clothing. Optimus had you sit on his shoulder and he reads to you a story he used to read a lot on Cybertron.

You listen to the prime as he reads,leaning against his helm as you shut your eyes,picturing the story playing out.

You jumped when you heard a loud bang,Ratchet was glaring at you as you looked back at him with fear filled e/c eyes.

"Is that all it takes? Someone with control, with command,is that all it takes to get you to like someone?" Ratchet growled,you tremble, memories of your abusive father's out bursts flash in your mind,replacing the story Optimus was reading to you. "Ratchet, calm yourself. You are frightening her." Optimus said.

"I can't,Optimus! You saw how she was with Megatron! After he tried to offline her,no less!"

Ratchet's words hit like a bullet.

You knew what deeper meaning there was to his words.

Its disgusting!