Super Lovers: A RenXHaru FF *Discontinued*

Chapter 3.

I'm back :D 

Ren's POV

It had been a few days since what happened between Haru and I, but I still couldn't tell him about that.

Since the twins were out and Haru was running the Cafe, I figured it wouldn't be too risky with less people around. Aki and Shima were out working most of the day and wouldn't be back most likely until evening. With Haru occupied with work, it shouldn't be very likely for him to try and spend some time with me. Making my way up the stairs looking around just to be safe no one was around, I went into the bathroom and slowly unwrapped the fabric around the object I'd been keeping in my hand. 

Unraveling the last of the fabric I slowly brought up my hand to see the little razor blade staring back at me, showing my reflection. (Fear not, I'm not killing off our little pup! :P)

I'd been doing this for a few weeks though and I wasn't sure when it really started. I hadn't actually starting doing it, mostly because I couldn't bring myself to; but it was oddly comforting to just look at the little blade. I didn't have any urge to, but if Haru caught me in one of the times doing this, I knew he would completely flip and misunderstand. 

I don't want to be the cause of him being more of a brother that he already is.......

Honestly, I didn't really understand myself why I was doing this and I wanted to stop, I also knew I needed to talk to someone; mostly Haru but that would just cause more problems. 

Wrapping it back up, I tightened my grip on it and made a decision. Gritting my teeth, I tossed the wrapped- up- in- fabric blade and tossed it into the trash angrily stomping out and slamming the door shut. 

I was angry at myself for reasons I didn't know why, but I definitely knew for sure I wasn't going back down the path I almost walked on; I had no reason to and I certainly had no intention for disappointing Haru or leaving him at all. I also hated keeping any secrets from Haru either.

Walking back into my room I sat down at my desk and put my head down between my arms, closing my eyes just to think for a bit; before I knew it I'd drifted off.

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Stop! Please don't do this! Don't leave me!

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I woke up with a start, breathing a little heavily and sat up bringing a hand up to massage my temples.

That same dream from last night.....

I'd figured maybe it was a flashback, or memory of some sort, or even just a bad irrelevant ridiculous dream if not for the fact of how nostalgic it felt. Trying to clear my head, I turned to my right to see that it was already 6.

Haru should've closed the Cafe by now....

I looked up when the door opened, a little surprised when Natsuo walked in instead of Haru. He walked over to me.

"Hey Re- what's wrong? your face is flushed and pale; you don't look so good."

I looked away quickly embarrassed Natsuo had seen me in a state like this. He leaned closer to my face pressing his forehead to mine and brushing my bangs out of the way 

"I'm fine."

Before I could say anything else, I heard footsteps approaching and a startled gasp-most likely from Haru I was guessing- from the doorway.

"Ren, Natuso! What are you two doing?!" 

I inwardly sighed, from his point of view, It was clear what we were doing looked like to Haru. I looked up to meet Natsuo's eyes and nodded at him so he knew I would talk to Haru.

Walking out of the room without saying anything to Haru I saw him turn to me and hardened my gaze as I prepared myself for another 'you're such a child and don't understand anything you immature brat' chiding that I knew he was going to give me.

"Ren, what were you two doing?"

I grit my teeth.

"In the least....."

"Huh?"

Whirling around to look at him I clenched my fists and raised my voice.

"You don't trust me in the least do you?! You always do that!"

"Re-"

"What's wrong with you?! 

"What do you-"

"Forget it, you won't understand no matter what I do or say!"

I could see Haru reach out to me to grab my arm, but I slapped his hand away before he could.

"Don't come within 3 feet of me or touch me!"

Giving him a single punch to the face, I pushed him out of my room and slammed the door angrily kicking at it when I remembered I could no longer lock it. 

I breathed heavily, my heart pounding as it felt like it was being ripped to shreds.

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Third Person POV

"That's some seriously thin glass."

"What do you think he did this time?" 

"More like he did it again, given the bruise on his face."

"What a moronic and hopeless Aniki he is."

"I can hear you guys!"

Sighing in exasperation, Haru rested one side of my head onto my right palm and stared at the still-full bowl of rice sitting across the table.

"You really need to stop doing that before you lose him, you know."

"Huh?"

Turning around to look at Aki who was sitting down on the couch with one arm propped up and a towel draped around his shoulders.

"You're losing his trust."

"What? How?"

"............"

Aki and Shima were silent for a few moments when they turned away. After taking a sip from his cup he turned to Aki and they started talking again.

"Oh, this is good coffee."

"Did Ren make it?"

"Yeah, you should have him make one for you too."

"I'll ask him tomorrow, I'm gonna go to bed." (Haru:"Hey don't ignore me!") 

Haru was getting fed up as they casually continued conversing and didn't answer his questions.

"What's up with you guys?!"

He continued to yell as the twins continued talking making their way up the stairs.

"Tch."

Hasn't he already run away from me at this point? I was probably the one who drove him away in the first place.....

New day, another update! So I still don't really have a plot for this story I'm basically just yolo-ing it, but I'm working on it I tried to make a longer chapter so hopefully this is satisfactory :) As always, feel free to comment! ^0^

(P.S I didn't check for grammar or spelling mistakes after writing this chapter so there might be a few >0<)

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