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I didn't know what hit me.
As I looked at you at that time, I knew that a part of you was hopeless and tragic. I cannot help but think that I felt the same way, but I was wrong.
Maybe you weren't suffering after all. Maybe it was just me, who was suffering from the pain you left me. I thought that, ah, maybe you feel tragic too but-I was fucking wrong.
You don't even give a damn about how I feel, do you..? You were just fine, living without me.
But why are you staring at me like that, like you want me to stay here with you? Your eyes are pleading me to do so, Jeonghan. I swore that I saw those beautiful eyes of yours spilling tears.
You were crying, because of me.
My arms reach out to grasp you from ever returning to your room. I grasp your arm tightly, so that maybe if I did, you won't walk away from my life ever again. Your eyes meet mine for the second time, and for the second that it did, it felt like this messy world was finally at peace.
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hello I don't have any motivation to continue on updating this story? there aren't any votes, and the reads aren't getting better, so I'm thinking of unpublishing this story and rewritting it into a vkook (bts) one lol
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tainted » jihan
Fanfiction"They say, reach for the stars. But I sought for the time I've had with you, and the aching yet lingering memories you have tainted me with. Despite that, I still love you." »» JiHan fan fiction (Seventeen) All Rights Reserved © 2017