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Don't cry. I won't be able to hold myself back when you do. I don't want to see you like that. I'd rather suffer alone than seeing you cry.
I took a deep breath as I tried to stop the tears that were about to fall. I turn my back from you and enter my room. The moment I did, the tears fell.
A few minutes later I went to the restroom to wash up. I look at the mirror and saw bags under my eyes. You wouldn't like the sight of that. I remember that time when you poked the bags under my eyes and teased me about being such a busy boy.
I hate it how everything of me reminds me of the things you do to me. That's what makes me love you more.
Several soft knocks filled my ears as soon as I shake myself out of my trance. I look at my watch and realized that it was already eight in the evening. My heart stopped.
When you leave this room, it's either things turn out for the best or the worst. Even so, I brace myself.
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tainted » jihan
Fanfiction"They say, reach for the stars. But I sought for the time I've had with you, and the aching yet lingering memories you have tainted me with. Despite that, I still love you." »» JiHan fan fiction (Seventeen) All Rights Reserved © 2017
