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It was cold outside, but I was sweating like hell. My heart pounded like crazy inside my chest, and my legs felt too wobbly.
Why the heck did those words slip out of my mou—
"I'll wait." You say, still not taking your eyes off of me. "Don't leave me hanging this time, okay..?"
Tears. They fell from my eyes the moment that I've heard those words from you. From your words, I realized that you went through a lot on your own. I realized that... I wasn't able to become the person that could be with you back then when you needed company the most.
They won't stop flowing, and the next thing I knew was that I sobbed and cried like a little child. I felt sorry for myself. I felt sorry for you. I felt sorry for the bond that we used to have. I felt sorry because of the regrets piling up inside my tired heart.
I cried, and I cried. I didn't mind you, who was staring at me from my peripheral vision. You looked like you wanted to cry, too.
Damn it.
I want to hug you.
I want to kiss you.
Let's break this boundary. I beg of you.
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tainted » jihan
Fanfiction"They say, reach for the stars. But I sought for the time I've had with you, and the aching yet lingering memories you have tainted me with. Despite that, I still love you." »» JiHan fan fiction (Seventeen) All Rights Reserved © 2017