What even is your sexuality? A Dan Howell x Male Reader

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Reader's POV

London. Finally. I made it. No one knows and I have escaped the hate. So far.....

Dan's POV

"Well see you all for the next video, bye." I get done with my newest video. So many people are always saying I'm in love with Phil. I did once have a crush on him but I found this cute girl that was absolutely stunning. Then I fell for this guy. Anyway, it wouldn't work with Phil if I told him I liked him. He's into someone else.

He has a boyfriend and all. Eventually, he wants to be married and have children. He's asked me once what I've wanted, all I gave him was, "I don't know, it's all going to be pointless anyway. What's the point in me doing anything at all. Etc" it got him to stop asking those questions.

So I'm going to go out to a party today at a gay bar. (A/N, I am fully aware this is stereotypical. I need to start somewhere ok?) I'm so scared. I haven't exactly come out to the world and what if one of my followers is there. I'm gonna die. Oh well it has to come out sometime I'm...... jk I'm not gonna tell you yet.

Reader's POV

My name is (y/n) (l/n) I am 23 years old and I'm gay. I was persecuted at home because my father hated me and the fact that I am gay. When word got out, I was thrown out of my house, fired from my job, and lost the majority of my friends. I thought it would be ok. It is (insert year here) after all. In some parts of this world are still not so keen on differences in other people. They are just scared. I don't hate them for hurting me. But I hate that this is happening all around us.

I moved to London to get a fresh start. I'm not sure if it will do me any good but I've gotten a job and I hope it's a start to a new and wonderful life.

I was invited to a part by one of the amazing friends that stayed with me. I'm excited. I will fit in there. They are like me. I might finally be happy.