(Y/N) POV
"He did what!!!" I was on the phone with my long time best friend... "You don't have to shout." I replied. "What the fuck (y/n). I told you not to get to close to fast and you, look what you've gotten yourself into!" He was still screaming into the phone. "Your still yelling. And it was just a kiss. It's not like it got physical. Plus we really like each other. He hasn't done anything I haven't asked for. This'll sound weird, but when we kissed it seemed like he was just waiting for me to pull away and hit him or something." I said. I heard a sigh from (f/n). "Just be careful ok. You barely know this guy." " I know, I know." I promise I am." I replied. " I'll talk to you later (y/n)." "Ok bye" we hung up.
My gosh, he's so protective. It's not like we had sex the same day we met or anything. I literally feel like I've known him forever after our date. We talked about everything. I have to admit it was scary how much I was willing to say to him. I really really like him... and he even likes video games and anime!!! It's so exciting to have some like that!

Dan's POV
"Really, you guys kissed!" Phil was very excited for me. He asked how my date went with (y/n). So I decided to get to the good details. "Yes, we kissed." I calmly replied. "Was he good? Were you good? You've got to give me more!" Phil said almost bursting my eardrums. "He was incredible... I don't know how I was to be honest... I was afraid he was going to slap me or pull away. It was our first date after all." I said. Phil gave me a sideways look like I had grown a second head. "I it so wrong that I'm nervous. Don't give me that look!" I told Phil. "I just think you're over thinking things as per usual." Phil said I a lot more calm manner than before. "I'm going to text him." I told Phil and walked to my room. What the hell am I doing? I just really like him... is that so wrong?

(Y/N) POV

      Dan texted me again. It made my heart leap and butterflies in my stomach! What is happening?! We didn't even talk about much. I hope he likes me for who I am and not the place I work. Ever sense he pick me up from work I was afraid that's all he saw now. He told me on our date he liked video games, anime, and that he was a YouTuber. He may only see me as a video game creator now.
Okay this may sound insane but guys all my life have only became my friends because I was good at gaming and hacking . It got to the point where I was stealing so many games online that I got on a watch list. I was scary but it got me friends. Until I needed them most.
Anyway, I promised to show him some things about gaming and some ways around some things. He promised to provide the snacks and anime. I was surprised that he even wanted me over. We are kinda strangers after all... but it just feels like we've known each other forever.
You know that feeling where you talk to a person and feel like there a long lost friend instead of someone you met only a year or two ago. Well it felt kinda like that but enhanced two hundred percent. He feels like a missing piece that I've been looking for my whole life.

A/N: Joan is so dang cute!!! So is Thomas... but JOAN!
   

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