Great Notion During The Night

No good in goodnight

I know that I'm not good enough but please tell me what you feel,

I cannot stop thinking about you to the point that it makes me ill.

You're my daily source of happiness in this cruel sorrowful world,

Yet the sadness in which I cannot describe or put into words.

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All I ask for is your attention because you light up my miserable day,

Your presence is enough for me to feel so happy and feel okay.

I maybe crazily clingy when it comes to you who are my best friend,

Does this mean I love you and I wanna be more than a friend?

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I know we promised ourselves to never fall in love with each other,

I guess I broke our promise and suppressing it makes it harder.

I hate to admit that I have these feelings for you my friend,

I'm scared to let you know because that will be the end.

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I just want you to understand that every time that I'm disappointed,

I feel so unimportant and makes me think you took me for granted.

I am sorry for thinking such things like these during the night,

I cannot help it because there's never been good in your goodnight.