12/ my mochi

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by eightaereal

by eightaereal

To jimin,

Jimin ah, i just arrived home from the hospital, the doctor told me i got cancer. i didn't care aboutme, all i think about now is you, you, you. I know, i willl be leaving you one day. PLease jimin, I'm sorry. I'm sorry if i ever made you mad, i'm sorry if i was ever mean to you. I'm sorry for not telling you about this. I know you will forgive me. i know you jimin. you are a kind, lovely and cheerful man. who cares so much about other people. I've always wished to live a happy life and grow old with you but i'm sorry, i can't. Thank you jimin. Thank you for letting me be apart of your life. I promise to meet your mom once i'm there. I love jimin. i'll see you.

from, you mochi.

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it has been 7 years, my life felt so empty without you. Chaemin misses you so much. Look at her now. she has grown so much. I took her to the places i ever took you. How similar she looks with you, kept me smiling the whole day. How she call me appa kept me reminded of you.

" chaemin ah, look at the night sky. look at that star, it shines so bright just like your eyes and you mother eyes."

" appa it 1111 lets make a wish"

i hugged chaemin , telling all stories about you, about us. She looked so happy knowing how lovely you are.

and my wish everynight, 11:11 ,was simple, just being able to see you one, more, time.