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by eightaereal

by eightaereal

Feb

" Don't you think Park Chaemin is a cute name? I'll name her Park, Chae, Min."

i smiled. i was so happy. a baby park was born. I looked at jimin who was cuddling with the baby. He loved her so much, i can tell.

"Chaemin ah, you look just as pretty as your mother. You got your mother's eyes."

" you got your dad's plump lips." i smirked.

I hugged chaemin cuddling her , " Happy birthday chaemin! You are now officially 1 years old!" i smiled kissing her . She laughed kissing me back. Jimin came bringing out a cake with a candle ' 1' . " happy birthday to my baby park. I love youu baby." he kissed her. " thats enough, i'm already jealous jimin." i made an upset face jokingly. " he kissed me and that was enough to made my day so so so so much better. His kiss was just different. Somehow satifying.

a year passed

jimin pov

"Chaemin ah , Happy birthay.You've grown a lot.You're now 2years old, baby park."i gave her a kiss .I'm sorry chaemin, , we can't spend your 2nd birthday with your mom." lets go somewhere." i took my keys and cuddled her. i drove, i looked at chaemin, it made me remember how you would always stare at me whenever i drive, i remembered how we used to hold hands when i'm driving and giving me pecks. I remembered how you would say i look so handsome quietly, i can hear you say that actually.

"here we are, we arrived." I cuddled chaemin and brought flowers. we walked and stopped.

" Hyejin ah, i miss you so much. How are you doing. I brought you roses like your favorite and surprise, i brought chaemin. Today is her birthday don't you remember? i bet you known already. I know that you miss me much. I love you Hyejin."I cried, i kneeled . i placed the flower on the floor. i stared at the writing for so long.' Park Hye Jin'. i'm sorry i broke my promised. i cried today. i cried in front of you. I really need your hug, your kiss now hyejin ah. I hate you so much for not telling me anything. You never told me anything about your sickness. You patting my head, rubbing my cheeks hugging me tightly . my wish. that simple. Can you do that for me, just one more time? I beg to god, please, just one more time.

I'm sorry for not taking care of you causing you to be sick. You've been such a strong woman. I am sorry i didn't pay any attention to you. I love you hyejin. Can i turn back time? Can you do that for me? I Thought you love me, if you do can you hug me now?

I hugged chaemin, i stared at her eyes, her eyes looked as bright as beautiful as yours , hyejin.

i drove to her house, i hugged jin. he saw me crying. he patted my back.

"there's something left for you in her room." he told me

i looked at chaemin and she was already carried by jin. I walked slowly to her room. every step reminds me every moment i spent with you. i remembered the first day i went to your house. i remembered how we quietly sneaked out to go out to eat ice cream at night. I remembered everything.

I went in you room seeing a box on top of your bed. I opened the box, it was full of papers. to jimin , to jimin, to jimin. I cried. I read every letter not missing any word. I felt like kicking everything but i should be strong just like how she helf her pain for last 3 years. there was one letter that made me broke down on my knees.