Dear Ethan,
you sent me a voicemail yesterday night. You were crying and probably drunk. You said that you were so sorry and that you didn't mean to hurt me. You said that you loved me. Is it true ? You kept saying "I'm so sorry, Julia. I tried to make you happy, but I failed. You don't deserve all the pain I gave you. It's okay if you don't forgive me, just please.. Try to be happy. I'm so freaking sorry, I really am. I'm such an asshole. Please please try to be happy." I admit that I cried while listening to it.
