Dear Ethan,
you hurt me too much and I see that I hurt you too. You wouldn't have tried to kill yourself if I didn't exist. I love you. I always will.
I just want you to be happy and to forget about me. You deserve all the best in life and I don't want to stay in your memory as the girl you used to bully.
I'm sorry.
You deserve to move to the next chapter of your life. A better one.
I don't want you to think that this is you fault. It's both of us.
Two broken people can't make each other happy. I'm sorry.
Apologise to Bettany.
I'm begging you. She deserves a good guy like you. Make her the happiest woman and from heaven, I'll watch over you. I'm sorry
Don't cry or break something, it's this way and you can't do anything. I'll send you these letters. If you're reading this, I'm already gone. I'm sorry, I just can't live like this anymore. These negative thoughts overpower your love for me. I can't see your face without being reminded of what you did.
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. More than anything. I could keep saying and writing it my whole life. But my whole life isn't much. I'm sorry.
Be a good person.
Goodbye, Ethan.
I'm sorry.
