𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽 ღ 𝒥𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓀𝑜𝑜𝓀

Chapter 15: Something is wrong

Jungkook's P.O.V

I slowly woke up, blinking my eyes a few times to get the dryness gone. My stomach was aching slightly and a headache was pounding around my ears. I thought back to what happened. Had I really fainted?

I looked around the room, it was small but had a window. An IV had been put into me, the fluid entering my body. I had ended up in the hospital. Not long after scanning the room the door opened and a doctor in a white gown came in.

"I see you are awake Jungkook-sshi, how are you doing?"

Lie

"I'm feeling ok, only a slight headache." I ignored the fact my stomach ached.

"That's expected after hitting the ground like that, luckily you didn't get a concussion."

"Ah.. yea."

"Have you gotten enough sleep these past days? Eaten well?"

Lie

"I-I have eaten well, had breakfast and all, didn't get a lot of sleep though." Which was partly true.

"Ah okay, I think you've overworked yourself too much, especially if you haven't slept well enough. We didn't find any weird things on the MRI scan so you'll be fine if you take some rest! After you finish your IV you may go home! Ah and don't forget to eat well!" The doctor explained, "your friends are eager to see you so I'll let them in!"

The doctor proceeded to exit the room and when he opened the door and signaled the members to come in, they literally ran to my bed.

"Are you okay." Jimin cried while he hugged me, Hoseok and Taehyung also joined and I felt like I couldn't breathe.

"Give him some room." Seokjin chuckled.

"How are you feeling Jungkook-ah?" Namjoon asked me concerned, while Jin practically shoved Jimin off of me.

Again a lie left my lips, "I-I'm fine, only a slight headache."

"That's good to hear! We heard you get discharged once you finish your IV." Yoongi smiled slightly, but I could still hear the worry in his voice.

"Y-yea." I didn't know why I felt so nervous, was it because I lied or because I was the center of attention?

"It's good you are awake now!" Seokjin smiled warmly.

A small conversation followed afterwards, but I didn't really participate as I was feeling tired, and the headache kept pounding, as well as my stomach aching.

Luckily the IV only had a little bit left in it as I was now sitting inside of the car whilst manager-nim (who literally dashed to the hospital) is finishing the papers inside. Namjoon had told us that he got quite the scolding from him but he didn't really care.

I was getting more and more tired and I really wished we could get home. I laid my head against the window and watched how cars parked and exited the parking lot. It really wasn't much but it kind of distracted me from the pain in my stomach.

The fact I was getting more tired, also became the fact that I became stingy, I couldn't take anything from anyone. Also, I really wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone so I just stayed silent; I closed my eyes to avoid any contact with anyone, just pretending to sleep.

With still my eyes closed I heard the manager come in the car. He said something to Namjoon but I couldn't really hear well, only the words rest and sleep.

The manager started the car and as soon as we drove off I fell asleep.

It only felt like I was asleep for a mere second, as my headache felt only worse than before, but at least we were home.

I was shaken up by Jin and he helped me out of the car. I must say I felt dizzy and walking was kind of a burden right now, so I was glad Jin was there next to me.

"You definitely need to go to bed now, even though it's only 2PM. No complaining!" Jin said to me.

I agreed to him and made my way to my bedroom, still with Jin holding me. He put me in bed and pulled the duvet over me. He also gave me a kiss on my forehead, just like my mom always did.

"Sleep well Kookie." He said as he closed the curtain, after that he left the room and I was left alone.

Being alone wasn't really the best thing for me right now, as the pain from lying could be felt inside my heart. What am I doing? The ache in my heart hurt more than my stomach and head combined. But I couldn't give up now, especially since I had only lost such little weight.

The fainting won't happen again.

The fainting won't happen again.

The fainting won't happen again.

The words repeated in my head until I fell asleep.

Suga's P.O.V

As we arrived home and Jungkook got to bed, I couldn't get the things that happened this morning out of my head. I'm sure the scene in the bathroom had a lot to do with the fainting afterwards. I just couldn't keep it all in and got Namjoon and Jin together. I needed to talk about it.

"So.. I'm sure something is wrong with Jungkook." I said in a whispering tone, as I didn't want to worry the other members who were watching a tv show.

"Yes, I know. Something is completely off." Namjoon said.

"Yea.." Jin also agreed.

"I'm sure, like, really sure what happened in the bathroom has something to do with the fainting. It's just.. It was really weird, like he was completely zoned out looking at himself in the mirror. He only noticed me after a while, like only a few moments after he had dropped his bottle. Oh and he had a really dark, troubled expression and suddenly looked scared when he had come to his senses, almost as if he was afraid of me." I breathed out, it was good getting it off my chest.

"That's not like Jungkook at all." Jin said.

"Are you sure he wasn't just not feeling well?" Namjoon asked.

"I'm sure, the way he looked at his body... It kind of freaks me out."

"What are you thinking?"

"I'm not really sure, but it looks like he isn't doing well at all mentally which affects his physical health. I've been there so yea."

"I really hope that's not the case, we should talk to him!" Jin shivers.

"We can try, but don't think he's going to confess right away if something like that IS the case." I said.

"Let's ask him tonight, after dinner. I think you should try Yoongi, as you are the only person who experienced it." Namjoon looked at me with a slightly sad expression as he knew exactly what I had been through.

"Alright, I'll try." I agreed.