This is my life not yours

Hi and welcome to my life I'm Y/n and this is my story of my puppet like life yeah I know I sound like I'm complaining way too much but when you have to be told what to do by everyone you start to think what's the point in living any more when u don't get to chose what you want to do well while other ppl r choosing what they want to do I can't cos I'm like a puppet I have no emotions I'm am told what to when to do it how to do and how to feel about it like I said I'm a puppet and that's it so I don't need to feel anything I just keep quiet and do what. I'm told so now u know me let just get over with this so called life of mine

(At school)
"Hi y/n how r ya"(bff name) yelled excitedly down my ear "same as normal empty inside and puppet like"I mumble d"what about u"."hyper as normal" (bff name) squealed .i can never understand how she/he can stay so hyper 24/7 it's just not possible well for me mit is but what can I say I'm just a puppet I have no soul no will no power over what I do but that's how my life works and I just have to live with it.However I should be the and master of my own life but I'm just a believer of pain and suffering so I just send my soul up above .I plug my head phones into my ears to drown out my class I'm just lucky it's second to last lesson cos once this day is over I'm outta those gates and off to my part time job at cafe de luck the only place I feel free to say what I want to say and act how I am ."Y/N get those headphones out of ur ears and pay attention to this" Mr Asshole shouted