This is my life not yours

Lets play a lil bit of truth or dare

(well as you can tell I'm starting to feel abit better but not so great since one of my friends is being kicked out of school so I will never see them again even tho I was starting to warm up to them but here you go chapter 5)

After a roughly about a ten minute walk from my hell of a home to Kai's massive millionaire house I placed the half finished project on the table not after doing a double check to make sure that everything was in place and nothin was missing.Yes I'm still trying to make sense of how the hell kai could of guessed or known of my secret life at home but nothing logical makes sense to how he does know (like bill cipher says "life an illusion and the world a hologram" cos it true cos you never know who to trust)
"Zip it author-chan so we can carry on our story"Y/n and Kai shouted (😢 i will always  be hated back to story) heh I guess i will just have to try and keep him quiet but what the hell he might as well tell every one cos i dont care i become unfixable i have no emotions i feel nothin to anyone i dont even feel l...l.....love ugh why is it every time i think, say or hear the word i fear it it's annoying "ummmmm y/n u alright if you want we could play a game of truth or dare and finish the project later since already half way done"kai asked nervously .I look toward the project and back to kai and smiled at him and nodded its been to long since someone asked me if i want to do something and i dont want to miss this opportunity cos  i never know it might be the last time i get this chance. We went upstairs to his room as he opened the door to his room to let me in i gaze in awe even tho it ment for him i could imagine his room as mine i love how he complimented the red,yellow and orange it was just wonderful just like hell is. I twirled towards the middle amazed how he was so bad at school but acts such a gentleman towards me when we aint at school maybe he just showing me mercy and pity if he just doing that to get laid then he's getting another thing coming which is my foot in his ballocks or fist to the face still both ending with me walking out on him doing the project on my own the way i like it and keeping my virginity but what if he aint doing it just to get laid grrrrrrrr why are boys so confusing.
(Kai pov.)
I open my bedroom door for Y/n as she gazed in amazement i hold back my sarcasm wanting to tell her she aint a kid in a candy store but only to remember that she is forced to sleep in the basement with no heating and hardly any lighting god if I was saying this out loud anyone would think I took a liking into her. To me she is just another prawn in the game so I'm in the lead of taking most of the girls in our school virginity I mean no one can resist my Greek god like body but everyone in school know Y/n is a girl to play hard to get but that will all change when she falls into my trap I'll win this contest for sure all i need to do is work my way into that little heart of hers then i will be crowned virginity king. However rumours are going off at this time about y/n  saying she is completely emotionless and unfixable even her so call friend said she is dead inside well that will change very soon after all she is the last girl standing so I better get her first so no body else does plus we are both heartless both emotionally frozen we dont know how to love we just know how to pretend we care well truth in this no one gives dam fuck about anyone else but themselves and their dick . Yet I wont get too close to her even if I do kinda feel bad for how she is treated but I wont let that get to me not abit. then why do I even care for her its not like she could be the one for me and I mean the actual one for me the one I want to take a bullet or kill anyone who makes her cry god I feel like my ten year old self again when I first had a crush on her but too shy to tell her ughhhh WHY ARE GIRLS SO CONFUSING