Little Prince♡ || K.MS x K.JD||Completed

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XIUMIN Point of View

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today was just like every other day. being little me is great. but today..changed.

I was playing with my stuffed animals when Jongdae came into my room. "Minnie?" I look over to him, "yes daddy?" Jongdae leans against the door frame. "you're going to have to be a big boy for a while. we have to practice for our comeback. and do big boy things." I nod. "can I stay little until tomorrow daddy?" Jongdae chuckles and walks over to me, nailing down and ruffling my hair.

"yes you can baby. now let's get you washed up so I can make you dinner."
after I got washed up and ate dinner, the night went by fast so it was time for bed. I was dressed in one of jongdaes tshirts which was in fact way to big on me. my shoulder showed and it went down to my mid-thigh. I was also wearing shorts with dinosaurs on them.

Jongdae put me to bed, gave me my stuffed dinosaur and tucked me in. he put my pacifier in my mouth and kissed my forehead.
I soon passed out.

the next morning I woke up big. ((no not my dick damn)) I got up and put on my big clothes. a black hoodie, baby blue ripped jeans, a beanie, sunglasses, and sneakers. I walk put of my room to see Chen waiting for me at the door with mine and his bag. I take mine and we leave to go to the SM building.

when we enter in the practice room all of us get to practicing.

it's been about a few hours since we started and we are all tired and sweating, some of us laying on the floor. I on the other hand, am still practicing. "Xiumin I think you should rest." I stop and sit down. I take a sip out my ice c.f. water bottle.

*time skip to 2 weeks ahead*

it's been 2 weeks. I've been really pushing myself. I don't know why but I need to be good. I need to lose the weight for the comeback. I've been staying over night practicing. no sleep.

I come back to the house one night to find Jongdae sitting on the couch. when I shut the door he gets up and walks towards me. "Minseok. why haven't you been coming home th3 same time as me? are you practicing? have you even been eating or sleeping?" I'm used to Jongdae nagging me every time I come home.

but one day,
when I ignore jongdae's nagging, he snapped and yelled at me.
" I don't understand why you keep ignoring me. I don't understand why you keep pushing yourself. I don't get why you're doing this Minseok!! I don't fucking get it!!" I look at him in the eyes,
my bottom lip quivering..i start to tear up and cry. I run up the stairs to my room and slam my door.

I'm in little space again. and im not getting out of it for a long time.

after a few hours of crying and screaming in my room and throwing my toys everywhere I collapse on the ground and fall asleep.