I went to the bathroom mirror and looked at myself. Was I always that ugly? Was I always that fat? Why do I have friends like Mikey, Jaylinn and Milan? What does Rose see in me? Why am I her role model? Tears rolled down my cheeks, again. I'm such a crybaby! I thought to myself. Ugh I punched the mirror causing a crack to show up. I started to look at myself again. My eyes looked all black. Like in those Supernatural shows. I backed away from the mirror as I saw my reflection giving me an evil grin. "Nobody likes you Skai!" my reflection told me with its demonic voice. "They're all faking it! Kill yourself! You deserve it!" I stared to shake. "Skai! Die! It rhymes for a reason!"
"Stop it..." I whispered.
"What are you gonna do about it?" it laughed. I covered my ears and screamed. My reflection disappeared. The door flew open. I stood up and pretended to wash my hands. Oh great, it was Rynn and her group of skanks. "Oh hi bitch!" she said looking at the mirror. She snorted. "Did your ugly face break the mirror?"
I looked up at her. "Listen you slut," I snapped, "I'm tired of all of your bullshit and your fake ass. I'm surprised all of the guys don't have burns on their dicks after fucking you, you plastic bitch." They all laughed.
"Skai, Skai, Skai. We all know you're just jealous of us. You want to be one of us," she laughed. "but you'll never be 'cause you're ugly, fat, useless, and a show-off! I know you like the new kid!"
"I barely know him!"
"Shh. Stop lying to yourself." she turned around. "Also, you'll need these." she laughed while throwing a razor, lighter, and pills at me. "Go kill yourself. You fat bitch." They all chanted. I tried not to cry. I couldn't hold it in. Dammit! Tears fell and the girls left. I looked at the razor. Maybe I should kill myself. My parents splitting up, years and years of getting picked at, and my sister's death. I couldn't take all of this pain. I fell on my knees and grabbed the razor. I slid the cold, sharp metal across my wrist. Sobs fell out of my mouth, blood coming out of the fresh cuts on my wrists. I winced at the pain. Pain was brought back to my shoulders from the burn from this morning. I stopped when there was no more room on my wrists to cut. I felt a lot better. I put the razor, lighter, and pills in my arms after I cleaned the blood off of my throbbing wrists. I crossed my arms and headed back to the classroom. I sat back in my sear and put on my peach cardigan from my bag to cover up my cuts. I finally calmed down and wrote some ideas for my project.
· My sister
That's all I wrote down until the bell rang. 2nd period Biology! Yay. Jaylinn and Michael were in that class! Finally, some help! I sighed and sat next to Jaylinn and my friend Jasmine. Michael sat next to his friends Calum and Ashton. I'm like Ashton's little sister. I've known him since I was born. Our parents are super close! They've known each other since High School. Calum is my cousin. Yes, my biological cousin. "Get ready for project." I read off the white board. Oh great! Another project!
Why? Ugh! I slammed my head against the table and zoned out.
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About 40 minutes into the period, the fire alarm went off. That snapped me out of own world. Everyone got up and left the school. Good think it was warm outside. I stayed by Ashton's side as he held me close. Ashton always did this. His grey hoodie was so warm, I felt like falling asleep. "Hey Ash?" I said.
"Yeah?" he mumbled.
"Have you met the new kid? Luke I think."
"Yeah, he's in my first period. Why?"
"Oh nothing. He seems like a sweet kid."
"He is. He's shy and socially awkward just like you, but he's a neat kid." Ashton smiled. We arrived to the football field, where we line up and sat down. Ashton put me on his lap and Jay, Calum, Mikey, and Jasmine came to sit next to us. Then, Luke came over. "Hey Luke." Ashton said. Luke smiled.
"Hi." he mumbled. "Are you guys like, dating or something?" he asked pointing to me and Ashton. I snorted. Ashton laughed.
"No!" we both said in unison. I laughed.
"We're just really good friends!" I laughed again.
"Oh." Luke mumbled.
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Find You (A Luke Hemmings FanFic)
Fanfiction18 year old Skai was a normal teenager. She's a straight A student. She does sports, such as, Soccer, Gymnastics, Lacrosse, and Volleyball. Her life was perfect, but then, all hell broke loose. Her parents were getting divorced, stress was taking ov...
