This one is the classic story of love lost
Jordan was and for ever be my everything
i still love this guy and i will always forever
We met when i was in 9th grade i never reall paid him any attention because
he was alwayz quiet and was issolated from the fun
It wasnt till 10th grade when i noticed he was there
Something about him was just mezmerizing then it hit me ((Attraction))
That day we started to talk and txt alot more
After just a couple of weeks we expressed feelings for each other
So then we decided to be together
Our first day together as a couple was akward
Our first kiss was the most woderful thing ive ever invisioned
It felt like fireworks
Me and Jordan were like magnets
It was a certain connectin between us that nobody could break
We had so much fun together as lovers and friends
We shared secrets and dreams
The topic of sex never came up
But even if it did it was a mature conversation
h was tuly the only boy i ever loved and lusted for at the same time
he was truly my prince charming
Untill one day i didnt hear from him at all for a whole day
The next night i got a txt from him around 11 o clock.
He was acting all weird in stuff. I knew then sumthing was wrong.
That night he broke up with me. Told me i wasnt me i was him ((Classic))
After that i didnt know what to think, I was so confused i felt as if i lost me one and only true love
He avoided me for a long time, i thought it was my faught therfore i started blamed myself
I started to get sad thinkin about him and i started to get chest pains
Therefore started the JPase
I looked for 3 years for a explanation to why
I never got it untill one day we talked
He told me he didnt see us being together that we might separte eventually
But its something in me i couldnt believe
He has a girlfriend now
and i hate the idea of him being with somebodi else but i gotta let it burn
i resented him for doing things with her i couldnt do because we wanted to stay a secret it
im in the process of still letting go
ive been threw the first stage or 2nd but im still healing
I still love hm dearly and alwayz will but i can honestly say that he came runnig back i will not run back int his arms
:(
