Is this love?

I'm a mess ::3::

Levi's P.O.V

"Dammit!" I sighed as I turned around and ran after the brunette. he ran up the flights of school stairs and I silently sped after him. He opened the door to the school roof and j assumed this is where he ate his much sense it was luck period. I watched him as he dropped his shoulder bag and Walked to the edge of the roof. My eyes widened as I saw him look down.

"Maybe I should just die. Nobody would care." I heard Eren say with a cold, heartless tone. The way he sounded made me shiver but it didn't stop me from bolting to him. I ran to him and he looked at me before steppimg off the roof. I made it just in time to grasp his hand and he looked up at me with tears in his eyes.
"Let go levi." He said as he wiggled in my grasp. My hand tightened around his and I kept my strong grasp.
"*sob* let me go!" He shouted and sobbed.
"No eren i wont." I said before lifting him up and setting him on the roof top.

"Why are you acting like this! Who did this to you!" I shouted. The truth is I cared about him but refused to show it to everyone because, well, It would ruin my reputation and popularity.

"Your part of the reason levi." He said, his voice stale as the answer made my heart ache.

"Here's the answer levi!"

Eren's P.O.V

I couldn't take it anymore. He watches me get hurt and then saves me from death? I'll just give him my answer sense I'm already so broken right now.

"Here's the answer levi! I lost my mo, and have been abused ever sense I was young! And to add onto it thanks to your stupid group I need to go threw even more wrecking situations! " I shouted before breaking down and sobbing into my arms.
Two arms wrapped around me and I looked at levi who was hugging me. My eyes widened and he sighed befor pulling away.
"Don't kill yourself and p,ease don't self harm.." He pleaded leaving me shockd. I nodded and he reply ed with a simple "good" Befor lifting me off the ground and walking down the stairs with me. Everything was quiet except the sound of our shoes hitting the stair floors step after step echoing threw the narrow passage way. My next period was with levi so instead of following him I went to my locker to retrieve my English book. And stiff it into my shoulder bag sense I didn't trust any of my belongings other than books in my locker. I slowly walked to the classroom only to hear Erwin's  voice boom from outside the door.

"So Jeager gets abused and his mom died! Ha probably because he's as bad as a person could get, he's only getting what he deserves!" I stayed by the door shocked as I heard him.

Levi told them...

I thought completely hurt.

"I can't belive eren thought you actually cared about him!" Erwin resumed.

"I had to hug that damn brat, now my clothes are filthy, hes just disgusting!" I heard levi's voice say ass everyone in the room laughed. I slammed the slider door open and everyone fell silent. I Walked in with my  head down sitting in my assigned seat which was next to levi. I slammed my shoulder bag onto the floor and took out my English book opening it to the assigned page that was written on the board. I fe,t like bursting out in tears but I somehow managed to keep them in. I was so mad. I've never felt so played with.

Levi's P.O.V

Fuck

I thought to myself. Eren heard what I said. I didn't really Ean it I just wanted to go on with the groups flow and Erwin seemed more in tresses when I followed his comands, which was a king eren think I cared. What hurt is that I actually did care at the moment but I just had to stay in the group.

He seemed so mad and I didn't  know what to say to the brunette.
"Eren I sorry I j-" Befor I could finish eren spoke.

"I get it now levi. You just want to play with my feelings and make a fool of me. I knew I shouldn't have trusted you because you just want to further break me. You don't mean that your sorry levi do you."

Erwin was staring right at me and so was petra. I had to put on the cool act so I said words that I never thought I would say.

"That's right eren who would ever care about you, your just a filthy scum bag that cuts for attention and looks for sympathy. And I heard your gay that's just even sicker!" Everyone laughed and eren stared at me with the most hurt face.

What the fuck is wrong with me!

I thought replaying the words in my head. People began making fun of eren and sense the teacher wasn't present some kids threw books and crumpled paper at him. I wanted to hug him and comfort him but I couldnt. I just couldn't bring myself to. Eren stood from his chair and ran away, some people attempting to throw more things at him.

"Good one levi!" Erwin shouted and petra smirked.

Is this what I really want?

●●AUTHORS NOTE●●
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I can't do this
is the story getting bad?
Should I continue or stop
Lemme know
*copes with the depression I got from writing this sad chapter*