Weights

4. Boredom

I've been avoiding all technology ever since the walk from the café. It's been three days, and Felix has called millions of times to leave voicemails about how everyone is worried about me and miss me so much.

I haven't answered him back..

I've been living off ordered food and stopped going on my runs.. I went on two since three days ago and each time, my ankle weights end up getting bigger and heavier.

I hope they go away in the next two weeks. I go to Boston next week, stay a whole two weeks, then come home. I should probably stop eating so much, too. But how am I gonna lose the weight I gained? I must of picked up about three dozen pounds in pizza and Chinese food. That isn't good..

I watch as Starvation grows larger. I've gotten a few more weights that have confined me to my bed or couch most the day. Apparently I have Depression, Restless Limb Syndrome, and a bit of Schizophrenia..

How fun...

I see a lot of weird shit I'm not supposed to. It's like being on drugs, except you haven't taken any. It's just all... there.. right in your head, the entire time. Sometimes loud music helps, which I'm lucky I have a lot of that.

I'm not even doing anything right now.. just sitting here..

Staring as my phone rings on the counter, playing Brofist. It's the ringtone I had set for Felix. This is the seventh time in five minutes that he's called my number, not to mention Skype and texts.

I finally get up to answer, but the ringing stops, signaling I'm too late to answer the call. So I sit back down and allow it to ring again, losing all motive to get the little electronic box from the counter. I just stare, not having anything better to do.

Boredom.

It's got too clingy lately. I get so bored every minute of every day so easily. No wonder this weight is already so largened..

This was kind of a filler. I know a lot of you guys have noticed I haven't been online at all. This is because I can only have my phone during the night, when I'm so tired from medication I had to take for allergies, cramps, and sleeping. But I can't sleep right now, so I'm writing little filler chapters until something fun eventually catches my eye. Which it will. Anyway, that's all the time I have for today, guys. I hope you liked this chapter. And remember, stay cool dudes. Byyyeeee!