Shawn Mendes Imagines

The Weight

Shawn's POV
I sit here in my bedroom and placed my guitar on the side. Suddenly, I notice something on the bedside table. It was a picture of me and Y/N when we were still together. I began to tear up a little. She was my very first girlfriend and I've always knew that she would be my only one.

Unfortunately, that wasn't true.

Just three months ago, I saw her cheating with Cameron, one of my closest friends. More like a brother, if you'd ask me. I confronted her about it, and she broke up with me right at the spot.

I looked out the window to see Y/N and Cameron holding hands, walking along to the park not far away from my house.

I know that I shouldn't be doing this, but I can't help the fact that I really love Y/N and this pain of you not being with me is brutal. Nevertheless, I walked out and followed them, keeping some distance so they wouldn't notice me.

I sat down on the bench and just saw them having fun. I see her wrap her arms around Cam and they kissed passionately for a minute. I tried to fight back the tears as a flashback came into my mind.

**FLASHBACK**

Y/N and I were at a hilltop just enjoying the sunset. Suddenly, she snatches my muffin and runs away.

"Hey Y/N! That's mine!!" I shouted and chased after her. She turns around and throws the muffin off the hilltop.

"NO!!" I shouted and turned at Y/N who just smiled innocently. I frowned but she makes a puppy face which she knows I can't resist. I smiled as I took a step closer to her.

She wraps her arms around me and I placed mine on her waist. She leans in and we kissed passionately. Sparks rushed through my spine as I deepened the kiss and giggled a little.

This has got to be the most memorable thing in my relationship with her that I will certainly never forget.

We pulled away and she looks deeply into my eyes.

"I love you, babe." She tells me and kisses my nose. Oh, how she's so cute!

"I love you too, hunny. So much." I reply and kissed her forehead.

**END OF FLASHBACK**

I didn't realize that I was already crying. Thankfully, they didn't notice and I stood up to walk home. When I arrived, I lay down on the bed and looked at the picture of me and Y/N again. I never got rid of anything after we broke up. She's just too precious for me to forget her, even in my memory. I set it aside and cried myself to sleep.

I really miss Y/N, there's no other girl I'd be with besides her. And I can't even think about the fact that she isn't gonna be in my arms anymore. That I won't ever hear her gorgeous voice that never fails to make my day, and that I may never get to tell her how much she means to me, even after we broke up.

I love you so much, Y/N. I wish we hadn't broke up.