From Beginning To End - Recovery [Completed]

Chapter 2 ~ Friends Are There To Help

Stampy's POV
Sqaishey was really excited to get home, as everyone could tell. She said a rather rushed thank you to the taxi driver and dived out of the car, not even stopping to grab her bags. I watched her as she grabbed the spare mkey and rushed inside. I took her bag, as well as my own and strolled inside. Jimmy payed for the journey and then he followed my inside. The other 9 reached for their bags and wandered inside a few minutes later.

Since entering the house, I hadn't seen Sqaishey. I presumed she was upstairs setting in again, so I didn't disturb her. When 10 minutes had passed and she still didn't show up, I became a tiny bit concerned. I made sure the others were occupied, and headed upstairs to find Sqaish.

I walked into our room and saw her on the bed, deep in sleep. I tiptoed over to her and kissed her cheek before creeping back out, gently closing the door behind me.

"Hey Stamps!" Jimmy called,"Where's Sqaish?"
"She's asleep. I think she's just tired from everything," I told him.

Sqaishey's POV
It's all your fault that Netty and the others died... It's your fault that billions of people have lost their idols... It's most definitely your fault that Joe started this... If you were a better girlfriend none of this would have started... Wait... If you weren't such a fool to fall for him, you would be a better person... How does Stampy even like a little idiot like you?
"SHUT UP!" I screamed, jolting up out of my sleep. I heard someone rushing up the stairs. Within seconds my door was open and Jimmy was sat next to me. Tears streamed down my face and my nose was running, but Jimmy didn't hesitate to envelope my shaking body in a hug.
"Ssshhh, ssshhh. It's ok. Jimmy's here," Jimmy reassured. Jimmy seems really boisterous and hyper, but he's actually a really caring person. "What's wrong?" He asked in a calming voice.
"I...I was sleeping a...and a voice in my head was saying that the war w...was m...my fault and if I wasn't such a fool to fall for my ex, Joe none of this w...would have happened. And that S...Stampy shouldn't like an i...idiot like me," I sobbed.
"Well don't listen to the voice in your head," Jimmy said,"The voice in your head lies!"
"Where's Stamps?" I asked, calming down a little.
"He nipped out to the shops to get some food. The milk is still in the fridge from before you left and it is minging!" Jimmy exclaimed.
"Ok. I'll calm myself down and then I'll come down. Can you tell Stamps about this later please? I don't want to cry again in front of the others," I said.
"Sure," He replied. Jimmy rubbed my back until I stopped crying, kissed my cheek and left me in peace to calm down. Best friends are amazing.

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