From Beginning To End - Recovery [Completed]

Chapter 3 ~ Starting YouTube Again

Sqaishey's POV
"Stamps?" I said.
"Yeah Sqaish?" He replied.
"I think it's time to start YouTube again," I said.
"I was thinking the exact same!" He exclaimed.
"But mainly I wanted to ask you how we start again. Since we stopped, everything has changed. There aren't many YouTubers left now and most of our friends aren't here either. We can't just carry on like we used to be!" I sighed.
"I know Sqaish. It's gonna be hard, but we'll get through it. People may have lost their idols, many beginners have died but we need to rebuild the YouTube community. It's down to us. All the surviving YouTubers from the war are here together and a few who didn't come to war are already starting I guess," Stampy explained.
"Ok. Imma go record for a bit," I told Stampy, and I walked off to my office. Jimmy was just coming out from recording. He dabbed at me and then galloped down the stairs.

I opened the door to my office for the first time since that day when we found Joe breaking in. I have only ever posted 2 videos since that day, one which I recorded on my phone announcing that I was going to war and another which was a video on the day I got blood from the others to save my life, also recorded on my phone.

I logged back into my computer, even though Jimmy had just logged out. Before recording I went to Netty's channel and posted a comment on her last video.
Sqaishey Quack ✅
Rest In Peace To Everyone's Favourite Litle Bushbaby, My Best Friend, My Boyfriend's Sister And Inspiration To Her Fans. We Will Never Forget Our Queen. 💜

I stayed on Netty's channel and watched episode one of Sqaishey's House. My eyes started to water just hearing her intro.

"Heya guys, this is Netty..."

If only she was still alive. She was too young to die. Everyone's favourite bushbaby should never have been taken from us. If anyone should have been killed, it should have been me.

I clicked off the video, closed YouTube and pulled out my phone to record a mini vlog.

"Hello everyone! And welcome to a mini vlog! So you all know that there has been a war over the past months. Lots of my friends have died, your idols and the YouTube community has died. The 12 survivors from the war are all here in my house and we are all taking up YouTube again soon. Me, Jimmy and Stamps have already started as you have probably seen. Please do make sure to go and show their channels some support and help us build up the community again. My best friend Netty is sadly not here anymore so please go and pay your respects over on her channel. All these thousands of YouTubers didn't deserve to die. Make sure to go and hug your family right now, you don't know what could happen to you. You could live a long happy life or you could end up losing everything that has ever mattered to you. But that's the end of this mini vlog and I will see you all soon! Byeeeee! Boop!"

I stopped recording and opened the YouTube app on my phone to upload the video. I titled it I'm Back! and linked the channels of everyone who died from our group. I hit the upload video and opened Minecraft on my PC while waiting for it to upload. I went on Feather Adventures and went around my world sorting things out.

~Time Skip 3 Hours~

I finished recording a Club Penguin Island video on my iPad and uploaded it, as it was the right day. I had pre-recorded 4 Minecraft videos and I felt considerably happier. I hadn't yet told the fans about my pregnancy, as I planned to leave it as long as I possibly could.

So guys I wrote this sat in a bar place at the airport and the gate thing for my plane opens in 15 minutes now. I've never been on a plane before so I literally don't know what to expect. There are only 2 more flights leaving today from ---------- Airport and I'm on the next one to leave. Right now my dad, mum and sister have all gone to the toilet and I got a bit bored of writing after 45 minutes of writing this chapter so I ended it here. See you all in Majorca!