jaemin checked his shopping list and he sighed once again. he was doing his big brother's chore because he prefered to hang out with his friends instead of doing it himself. him and taemin were like night and day, like fire and ice. the oldest liked to go out every night and didn't really care about school nor about what others think of him. whereas jaemin was the compelte opposite, he had no interest in parties, loud and irritating music hurting his ears and dancing with people in a close embrace wasn't his cup of tea. anyway, he was way too shy for that.
he wandered in his neighborhood's convenience store, putting the things he had to buy into his shopping basket, verifying every minute the note his mom gave him. he heard one of the employees greeting the person that was taking over and starting his shift :
"hi jeno!"
his whole body tensed up, completely motionless. a warm and kind of deep voice with a slight lisp answered :
"hello kwangsun-hyung, have a goodevening!
-thanks!"
he knit his brows, he has heard this voice before but he didn't know neither when nor where nor to whom it belonged... he took a big breath and decided to continue his shopping, trying to let its mind wandering. after all, jaemin wasn't sure that this guy was the one he loved, without doubt he wans't the only south korean boy that was named like that, and if he started to think this way, he knew it was going to be unbearable.
as he was doing his best not to care about that sales assistant called jeno, walking with his head down and looking at the ground, he violently bumped into someone. he tightly closed his eyes, thinking he was going to fall down on the floor, the fall was imminent, but the person caught hold of his wrist, keeping him on his feet. he opened his eyelids to see his soulmate's face right in front of his, looking sorry and worried :
"i'm sosorry, are you okay?"
jaemin's heart started to beat fast and he felt sick when a shiver ran up his spine, he couldn't breathe properly anymore. because of this sudden panick attack he felt like crying, tears were welling up in his eyes. he let go of the plastic basket and pulled his arm from his grip, scratching his skin with his nails by accident before running outside :
"hey!"
he clapped a stranger's shoulder in the rush, the boy had salmon-colored pink hair and was standing near the shop's entrance, without any difficulty he recognized his soul mate's boyfriend. he ran until he reached the flat he lived in with his family, he wasn't able to catch his breath because of his run and of his anxiety attack.
his mom came home ten minutes after him to find him curled up on the couch, he couldn't move, his limbs and back were aching so bad. he was crying like a baby and it broke his mother's heart.
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you have (3) missedcallsfromrenjun.
renjun (xxx)-xxx-xxxx ___
thursday, january 19th 2017
📩-hi, how are you? 21:32
📩-jaemin? 21:47
📩-what happened? i'm worried... 21:53
📩-could you call me back please, i'm scared... 22:02
📩-❤❤❤ 22:05
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hi! i hopey'all are okay, personally i am!
just came backfrom vacation soi'lltrytobe more active andtoupdateeveryday.
kisses!
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