Fifty shades before

Secrets...

Ana's POV:

I lie in bed fluttering my eyes open and turn to Christian still sleeping.
I smile he is so Beautiful,I look down at his chest ohh I wanna touch him but I cant..one,he is sleeping two, I need permission...he moves around before fluttering his eyes open to see a goofy grin on my face
"Good morning" i say softly He smiles and kisses my forehead
"Hi" he replies
I kiss his lips "I love you" I say with a smile and put my head on his chest "I love you too" he brushes his fingers through my hair and we stay like that for what feels like hours,This man is my safe place.

In the kitchen Mrs jones lays in front  of us some chocolate chip pancakes with a side of bacon and eggs "Thank you Mrs Jones" I say with a smile "Anytime Ana And Congratulations!"
"Thank you Gail" Christian says with a smile
"So Christian when is the wedding gonna be?" I ask

he thinks "Tomorrow!" I gasp
"No no I need a dress ,you need a suit.." although he has plenty he wears everyday.
he pouts "Ana I wanna get married as soon as possible to you..." I smile "How about I go dress shopping with Kate-" He rolls his eyes,Kate and Christian don't get along well.
I laugh "And you can go with Elliot" He rolls his eyes yet again but finally agrees.

"Hey Kate!" I say cheerfully as she enters the apartment and into the great room "Ana!" She runs over and hugs me I laugh "Where's your fiancée?" She winks at me "He is at work" I say as she rolls her eyes I know she feels so bad that Christian is always at work.."But Kate anyways lets go dress shopping!" She squints "Does your Mr Overprotective Control Freak Know?" I look at her nervously "No.. but..Taylor will tell him!" Gosh How does Kate know about him being a 'Mr Overprotective Control Freak' ? I guess Elliot talk about it alot..

We enter a store called 'Bride and Co" Kate gasp "Woah!" "Taylor suggested it.." I laugh as my blackberry rings shit its Christian "Hello...?" I answer "Anastasia are you shopping for dresses?" I hesitate "Yeah.." "Ok buy what you please tell them to send a bill over.." I sigh "No Christian.." "Ana everything that is mine is yours!" I sigh "Fine..." I don't wanna fight,I see this beautiful white dress with lace on the edges its gorgeous "520.99" I gasp.Shit...dialing Christian's number "Hello?" He says I sigh "Christian I found this one dress I love it,But its $521.." "Oh thats pretty cheap go on buy what dress you love" I gasp "Christian I would rather spend 100 or less with my money!" He sighs "Ana no!" "But-" he cuts me off "No buts.." I laugh "Ms Steele are you laughing because I said butt?" "Mr Grey Its not Ms Steele its Mrs Grey and yes I did.."

Me and Kate finally enter the apartment "Bye Kate"I say as I hug her tightly "Bye Ana!!" "Wait Im your Bridesmaid or something important in your wedding right?"I laugh then nod as she leaves and I head to Christians office to see if he's there "Christian?" I say.No answer I look around and run my fingers through the pool table remembering that day,Christian is not there I run upstairs to check passing the red room and stepping back I run my finger through the door accidentally pushing it open,Shit its not closed When I peek What I see leaves me Breathless..."Holy Fuck.." I whisper