Dolan Twins; imagines and preferences

au pair [e] pt. 3

Ethan's P.O.V.

Y/N has been here for six months now. We are super good frends and I don't know but it feels like she is more than just a friend to me. Like I mean, every time I see her my heart just melts and her cute laugh sends shivers all over my body.

I think I love her.

I talked about this to Grayson and he said that I should tell her how I feel. And that's what I'm gonna do today.

Ethan:
heyy Y/N
I need to tell you something

Y/N:
actually I need to tell you something too
but what's up?

Ethan:
well I'd like to tell you this face to face
do you have time to meet me today?

Y/N:
yeah I do
I'll see you in ten?

Ethan:
sounds good

I was supposed to meet her at the park like we did every time. That was like the 'meeting place' to us.

I ran to the downstairs and opened the door.

"Where are you going?" I heard Grayson ask from the living room.

"I'm gonna meet Y/N and tell her about my feelings," I answered. "Wish me luck."

"Okay bro, good luck." he said and chuckled.

I closed the door behind me and headed to the park. I was so nervous. My hands were a little bit sweaty and my heart was knocking on my chest so hard that I almost heard the knocks.
And on top of all that my stomach was filled with butterflies.

When I arrived to the park I saw her sitting on a bench and looking into her hands. Even if I was a few feet away from her I could tell that she was upset.

I slowly walked to her and said: "Hey Y/N what's up?"

"Hey, nothing much... What did you want to tell me?" she asked and forced a smile on her face. But the smile didn't reach to her eyes. Her eyes were still filled with sadness.

"You wanted to tell me something too."

"Oh yeah, but it can wait." she said.

I took a deep breath and looked into her pretty eyes. I was getting all my shit together and tried to act as casual as I could and then I just told her.

I told her how I felt. I told her that every time I was with her I just couldn't think anything else than how lucky person I was, because I had so incredible friend. I told her how being with her sent shivers from my head to toes and how our friendship ment me more than just a friendship. I told her that I loved her.

She stood there in front of me and she didn't say anything. I was kinda losing hope because she just stood there and stared into her hands again.

She lifted her head up and now her eyes were facing mine. A little tear slipped from her eye and slowly rolled down her cheek.

"Ethan I-I don't know what to say." she said quietly.

"You don't have to say anything. I totally understand if you don't feel the same way."

"But Ethan..." she started but I cut her off: "It's fine Y/N. I shouldn't have to say that."

"No Ethan. I do love you too." she said and sobbed. A strand of hair fell on her face and she swiped it behind her ear with her petite hand.

"Wh-what?" I asked in confusion but she didn't answer with words. She answered with body language; she wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed her warm lips on mine. I wrapped my arms around her body and kissed her back.

The kiss was sweet and loving and full of lust. It was a kiss of pure love.

a/n: and if you're confused, the thing that you wanted to tell him was that you loved him too. and you were upset cuz you didn't know how he would react.

~j