Dolan Twins; imagines and preferences

unfair [g] pt. 2

Grayson's P.O.V.

I watched as she left the room. I held my head in my hands and just sat there. I had made a huge mistake. I let her think that I don't love her anymore.

I stood up from the white chair and walked out of the room. I didn't know what to say to her. I just headed straight to our room where I expected her to be.

The bedroom's door was closed. I could hear her sobs. That made me feel so bad. I made her feel unloved.

I knocked on the door and then I slowly opened it. I saw her sitting on our bed and she held her head in his hands. She was crying because of me. I couldn't find any words. I didn't know how to start. I didn't want to just say that I'm sorry.

I sat on the bed next to her petite body.
I gently pushed a little piece of her Y/H/C hair behind her ear and hugged her.

"Wh-why?" she asked between her sobs.

"What why?" I asked. I probably sounded stupid because I didn't know what se meant.

"Wh-why did you reject me e-every time I tried to say something o-or be with you?..." she asked but didn't look at me.

"I don't know..."

"Ho-how can you not know. Didn't you even notice that you've pushed me off every time I even try to hug you in these past few moths?" she asked and now looked straight into my eyes. She was waiting for my response. But because I didn't say anything she continued: "You've been acting weird lately. You've been super angry to me. You don't talk to me that much as you used to. You don't spend time with me anymore. You're always busy. You don't hug me anymore. You don't kiss me anymore. Every time I try to say something you say that I'm always disturbing you and that we can talk later, but when it's 'later' you have something else to do. When you and Ethan were filming a video here yesterday you didn't even know that I was here. I was sitting in this fucking room where we used to make love. I sat on this fucking bed and waited that you two are finished. I tried to be as quiet as I could because I didn't want to disturb you. I really think that you don't love me anymore." she snapped. Those words hit me right into my heart. I hadn't even realized how she must have felt. I was just thinking my own good but I didn't think what was wrong and what was right.

"I do still love you." was the only thing I could say, but that didn't make her feel better, vice versa. She started to cry even more.

"I don't think so Grayson. You made it quite clear that you don't love me anymore." she said. "I think we should take a break... or just break up."