You're Mine (Harry Styles-Fanfiction)

Chapter Fifty One

Saturday**

"He's just an old friend." My mother explained. "From high school." I nodded but I feel like she lying.But I think I should drop it. I forgot to ask her about this, I'm finally remembering today. Who knows maybe he's an old boyfriend, or he's a therapist! I don't know but honestly I'm not that interested. I have Harry to worry about. It seems like I'm always worried about him-even when I'm not mad at him, he just consumed my whole life. My every thought. I used to laugh at those books and movies, you know with all the lovey dovey crap. I thought it was ridicules to have that much love for some one. I mean it's gotten to the point where even picking out the color of my pen involves him. What would Harry pick? Is he thinking of me? When am I going to see him? He's every where I look. Just looking at Harry makes me shiver. Perfect is such an understatement. I couldn't pick out a single thing wrong with that boy. He's beyond true beauty. Even his jealous stare he holds when I talk to another guy. I'm so proud to go back into his arms and call him mine. Or his beautiful laugh when I do something clumsy. How he throws his head back and squeezes his green eyes shut. How he would hold his necklace in between his fingers and look around when he's nervous, too shy to ask for my comfort, which I gladly give him any way. It's something I have yet to adapt to. Having someone who takes your breath away the second his name is name is mentioned. I love every single inch of that boy. No matter what. I know I need him, I always need him. I am going to get back together with him either way so I might as well do it now, right? I shouldn't be wasting time without him. It's pointless and on top of that quiet childish. I picked up my phone and texted him to come to my house and get me so we can talk. He answered instantly and I got ready. I threw on an old pair of blue jeans and a light blue loose top. I squished my feet into my scuffed up combat boots and a black beanie on my head. By the time I finished with my make up Harry was at the door. I yelled a goodbye to my mom and she yelled back an 'I love you, be safe, don't be home too late, and text me ever hour.' Some times I wish she would just remember in not 2 and can handle my self as a 15 year old should. Even though Harry is a lot older in school land- no one remember he skipped and is really only a year older than I am. I'm sorry it really pisses me off when people make a big deal about it. Anyway so much for love doesn't have an age limit shit. No matter what you do people will find a way to judge. I let Harry kiss my cheek when he saw me at the front door.

"I missed you." I laughed.

"I missed you too even though I saw you last night." He smiled. "I really don't mind though...I'd spend every second of my life with you if I could." I felt my cheeks heat up. I thought that was supposed to go away after a while...guess not.

"Hope in beautiful." He whispered and held the door open till I was seated.

"Where do you want to go?" Harry asked once we both had our seat belts on.

"Um...I'll tell you where to go." I smirked.

"What do you have planned?" He asked.

"I'm not going to tell you! I cant drive so, just let me show you where to go....you'll like it I promise." He finally agreed and we drove off with me giving him directions.

***

"Oh my god." He smiled realizing where I brought him. I took him the back way to get to the carnival that he took me to when we just started to date.

"Come on Haz." I giggled getting out of the car. We connected hands when we met in front.

Harry and I walked through the area getting candy and taking pictures. We laughed at how protective Harry was of me even from the start when the group of boys tried to hook up with me. Harry had to protect me at one point from all the fricken clowns that decided to circle around me, of all people. I was either going to cry or shoot one of them in the head if they didn't back up. I probably would have done both if it weren't for Harry at my side.

"I don't get why they had to circle me!" Harry was laughing his ass off at me which I ended up joining him anyway. We sat in the car parked behind the same tree looking at the carnival. I sent my mom a text that i'd be home in a half hour. Even though it will probably be only 10 minutes to get to the house. With my mom better safe than sorry.

"Harry?" I said not taking my eyes off the big ferries wheel.

"Yeah love?"

"...you know, I love you." I said above a whisper. I know he's looking at me I could see it in the corner of my eye.

"And I love you." He responded softly.

"Promise?"
He said nothing and I looked over to Him.
"I've never loved someone like I love you. I wish I could tell you how much but I cant seem to put it into words...I want to. You deserve to hear it. But I cant seem to find the right words to tell you how perfect you are-"

"Harry I'm not perfect."

"To me you are. And even if you don't think you are- or the whole entire world doesn't think you are, I do. and I wouldn't change a damn thing about you.Im in love with you, I know you love me, I only care what you think of me I hope it's the same for you."

"...you seem pretty good with the word thing after all." I smiled. He smiled back and looked at his hands on his lap.

"I....I um..." I watch him stutter.

"What?"

"It's stupid." He shook his head tugging his hair.

"Please tell me." I put my hand on his knee for reassurance.

"Fine. I wrote you a song-now lets go home." He started the car trying to move on from this topic.

"Woah woah woah wait a song! You wrote me a song! You know that's like every girls dream. Harrry!" I playfully hit his arm. "Do I get to hear it?!"

"ah soon I guess."

"ok! i'll take that." I clapped happily. Damn I love him.

"Oh wait."

"Yes?" He asked.

"Can we- I mean like are we- like can we like-"

"Babe." He smirked and gave me a look.

"Sorry....what I meant was are we dating? Or can we?"

"Hell yes...If you want of course."

"I do."

"Good.... I wasn't going to last too much longer." We came to a stop light on the empty street and he quickly turned to me and pressed his lips to mine. I missed this so much. He swiped his tongue across my bottom lip almost instantly and I easily granted access. It was getting heated but the amazing car behind us just had to interrupt us.

"Ugh." Harry complained and drove off, with his classic smirk on his lips.

***

"Come in." I told him when we pulled up to my house. My dads car was out of the drive way and I sent him a text asking where he is. He replied when I got to the door. He's in Brooklyn meeting a friend for dinner. I opened the door with my sparking blue key and turned on the light.

"Mom!" I yelled. No answer.

"Hello?" Still nothing. I looked at Harry and walked in the house in search of my mom. And I kinda wish I didn't.

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soooo sorry again! what do you think is going to happen? I love you guys plz plz plz comment and vote MWAH -Jill