You're Mine (Harry Styles-Fanfiction)

Chaper Fifty Six

Song for the chapter: Digital Daggers-Surrender (piano version)/Good Enough-Little mix

*Big warning: self harm please don't read if you aren't good with that or anything like it. okay I warned you.*

Harry has hurt me in the past. And that leads to me crying and going back to old habits. But right now it's not exactly sinking in. I haven't confronted Harry about it yet, I'm just going to wait a little till I feel its right.

I hoped off the loud bus and walked into school passing the very same place I was lost at the beginning of the year where Harry and I first met. I smile every time I walk by it but I cant seem to make one out. No wonder why. Slowly I made my way to my locker and put my crap in.

"Hey babe." Harry said suddenly next to me.

I didnt answer so he hesitantly kissed my cheek and i cringed, but he didn't see.

"um...You okay?"

"What? Yeah. Fine."

"You just seem a little..."He drifted off.

"I know its been a bad weekend."

"Oh. Want to talk about it?"

"Nope." I took my books and quickly left him there without a goodbye. I met up with Andrew and Spencer in class. Ever since Harry, I really ignored my friends and I feel terrible about that.

Class was slow and boring as always but I figure it's best to go after school and study for my exams. I've been so...teenager like lately I forgot I have to study my ass off to get into the collage of my dreams. The year over all has been good grade wise but not as good as it can be. Now a days collages don't look for good, they look for the best.

Walking out of the building I spot Harry's car, and if on cue Harry is behind me.

"Want a ride?" He asked softly.

"No." I should have said no thank you and with a bit more emotion but I honesty don't care about my harsh tone.

"Oh...ok um. Call me later then?" He asked. Even when I am so hurt by him and mad at him I still feel bad for being mean to him. 'He's a dick, he deserves it.' I tell myself.

"I'm going to study. I have tests." I simply said and coldly stared at him, mentally trying to understand that the beautiful boy who 'loves me so much' actually doesn't love me.

"Okay. Yeah, okay I get it. If you don't want to talk about it...I love you-"

"Goodbye Harry." I cut him off and walked away trying not to cry. I love him. I love him so, so much. How? We even talked about Joe. He just lied to my face, I'm so pathetic. I started my walk to the library and ran into Liam.

"Hey Jill." he said.

"Hey li."

"Walking home?"

"No I wanted to go to the library and study."

"Yeah me too." He smiled at me.

"You're welcome to join me." I laughed.

"I'd love to!" In the corner of my eye I saw Harry's car drive by us. I know he saw me and Liam. Great.

"I haven't talked to you in a while how is everything?" I asked taking out a lolly pop and sticking it in my mouth.

"Well. I can say I have had better days."

"You okay Liam?" I think I missed how he really looked when I first saw him. He looks a mess. Like he's trying to be happy but he cant.

"Dani and I, we broke up." He said.