𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 / YOONMIN

22

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RECAP:

"goodnight jungkook–"

"i missed you," jungkook cuts taehyung off eyes still closed, the other had his hand on the door knob his knuckles clenching hard. "i miss you coming over my house just to spend time with me even if you have a tight schedule, i miss kissing you, hugging you, and touching you. i regret breaking up with you, because is like living hell every single day. i know it's only been a couple of days since we split ways but that felt like a lifetime,"

"jungkook, you're too drunk to understand what you're saying right now.. you might regret it." taehyung whispers in his shaky voice trying his best to hold in his tears. "sober or not, i would've said this sooner or later. taehyung i love you sooooo much, i hope we can try again and not let my stupid feelings get in the way." the boy slurred slowly drifting off to sleep.

"i hope we can try again as well, bunny." and with that taehyung closed the door.

**

Yoongi and Jimin were sitting in the couch watching television both on opposite ends of the couch, they were still a bit awkward about what happened yesterday. Jimin was quite confused as to why his hyung was distancing himself from the boy, he thought that if they kissed they are officially a couple.. at least that what the internet says. Deciding not to sit and ponder about the event that happened, he decided to confirm it with Yoongi.

In one swift move he was sitting sorta on Yoongi's lap startling the latter, "Y-yah, what are you doing?" The older asked with wide eyes at Jimin, what the hell is this kid doing? "Hyung," Jimin whispered as if what he's about to say is top secret.

"Why did you kiss me yesterday?"

Yoongi was silent.

"I heard that if you kiss someone you like them.. do you like me?" Jimin shows his award winning smile at Yoongi who had an emotionless expression, "because I like you."

And what Jimin was about to hear next made his heart sink and break a million times.

"I didn't mean to do that, it mean't nothing to me. It was just a mistake, don't think I like you because I don't." Yoongi says with a blunt expression on his face lie. Jimin had tears streaming down his face, "oh, okay.." he responds slowly getting off the couch making his way to the guest bedroom closing and locking the door before sitting down and starts crying.

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!" yoongi curses hitting the wall with every word, why the hell did you say that, Yoongi? Are you an idiot? He slid down the wall that had a small dent in it from all the hitting.

Yoongi didn't know why that came out, maybe because he's afraid of losing someone again? he took it hard with all his loved ones passing away, all he has right now is his mom and Jihoon who is somewhere in the world.

Maybe he can't accept the fact that someone might actually like him? But why? He's been such a rude, cold-hearted person for a good nine years now, but somehow a boy named Park Jimin came into his life all of a sudden and changed his world.

It was amazing that its only been a month of knowing each other and they are already close to the point where they might actually be developing feelings.

At this point, Yoongi knew what he had to do.

"Jimin?" He calls out already in front of the guest door, he turns the knob just to find out it's locked. "Damnit." Yoongi mutters to himself before knocking softly and repeatedly on the door.

"Go away!" he heard Jimin's whimpers, Yoongi assumed he was by the door so he sat down as well. "It was a mistake–"

"Which part? You kissing me, or you meeting me, or both?" The boy spats with hurt trailing in his voice, the older sighs leaning his head on the door knowing it was gonna be a while to have the boy forgive him. "None of it, I didn't mean to say those things.. I was just too scared for someone to like me, almost everyone I loved died. I stopped letting people in nine years ago, that's why I'm rude most of the time.. but ever since last month you made my life brighter and you made me open up to you a lot.

And that's what scares me the most—once I open up and let somebody in, they'll vanish away and I 'm afraid that will happen to you. Hell, you're already being hunted down by your ex-best friend, it's all just scary for me. Jimin.. I didn't mean any of the shit that I said, I really do like you, a lot. And it's just amazing to me how you could make me feel like that in a short span of time.. if you're ever able to forgive me, I hope we can give it a try."

After he finished he waited for Jimin to say something at least but he got nothing, Yoongi sighs before getting up and walking away to his room. But before he could enter his room, he heard a door click with Jimin coming out of it staring at him with his teary eyes. "Did you mean what you just now? Like n-no take b-backs?" Jimin asked fisting his oversized shirt.

Yoongi chuckles, even if Jimin is a nineteen year old college student he acts as a seven year old. "No take backs."

Jimin sprinted towards him wrapping his arms around his torso, head buried into Yoongi's chest. The latter was shocked and tensed up at first but he hugged back just as tight.

Finally.

They pulled away and stared at each other, Yoongi's eyes had trailed down to Jimin's soft plump looking lips before diving down to kiss them and Jimin wasted no time into kissing him back. The kiss started out slow and delicate before Yoongi deepened it while pressing his and Jimin's bodies together even more if that was possible considering the fact that there was no space at all.

Jimin's hands traveled up around Yoongi's neck bringing them closer, and Yoongi's hands were playing with the hem of the boy's shirt. Jimin accidentally let out a moan when Yoongi bit on his bottom lip, they pulled away and Jimin hid his face with his hands.

Yoongi on the other hand was just enjoying how Jimin got shy all of a sudden, "cute." he chuckles breathlessly pulling him into his room closing the door behind him. "Lets sleep, yeah?"

Jimin shyly nods removing his hands from his face before diving into the bed covering himself up instead, still refusing to look at Yoongi. He felt the bed dip and a arm going around his waist pulling him back into a body, "Goodnight.. kid."

"Yah!"