Time to move on

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CC's POV!! 

I can't stop thinking about what Ashley did to Alyx... How could he do that? She's one of the most down to earth girls I've ever met... The last few months I've realized how I truly feel about her.... I want to make her happy. Treat her the way she deserves to be treated.

Alyx was so upset last night I told her it will be okay. She hasnt spoke to anyone since yesterday afternoon and shes suppose to be singing with My Chemical Romance in a couple of hours. Alyx is still asleep and its so silent in the living room no one is talking to Ashley he has hurt our little sister I wonder if she could see me as anything else other than her big brother. 

Alyx's POV!! 

Todays the day I finally sing with My Chemical Romance I have chosen the song 'mama' to sing and to say im nervous is an understatement. I have never sung infront of over 1,000 people before. I better get ready its all silent for some reason. 

I grabbed my purple skinnies and Asking Alexandria shirt and ran of to the toilet to get changed once I did that I checked everyone was up I looked confused when they all were especially how early it is. I walked into the kitchen and everyone looked up at me CC looked at me weirder than normal but it was so cute. 

Andy was outside smoking and drinking coffee I went out and sat down next to him and lit up a cigarette. "Alyx are ever going to forgive Ashley?" He said I dreaded that question "Ermm maybe in time he just needs to stay away from me" I said nearly crying again. He put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me I giggled. I saw Gerard and Mikey heading towards us I got out of Andys grip and ran to hug my new bestie Gerard he chuckled and put me on his back and carried on walking to the bus. 

We all stepped on to the bus and Ashley looked and rolled his eyes CC punched his arm. I sat next to CC and put my legs on his lap Andy made a quick run to starbucks so we all sat and talked about me singing on the stage. "I am so nervous I cant even believe im going to sing with you guys" I said they all chuckled "Don't be nervous Alyx youll be great up there your already a little rockstar" CC said. 

It was about half past 2 in the afternoon and MCR started at half 3 so I had an hour to get ready I hope I can get ready in that time I wanna look good for CC. I ran to the toilet the guys didnt have a show tonight so they decided to come back stage and support me. I put on a little bit of make up and changed my snakebites and stretcher I smiled when I saw myself in the mirror I put on my black skinny jeans and my batman top andy had bought me I stuck up my hair a little bit and I was ready to get on the stage I just need to find my shoes. 

I found my shoes I put on the ones CC had bought me a little while ago he wants me to be just like him like a little CC. I walked out to the living room and everyones face dropped "Do I look okay?" I asked worriedly "you look stunning Alyx" CC said as I sat down inbetween Gerard and Mikey. I told them the song I chosen was 'mama' and they seemed to love that idea of me singing that because of my past life. 

It was now getting on for half 3 so we walked backstage to get ready.

CC's POV!!

I was watching Alyx perform on stage she looks so comfortable out there now when she walked on she was shaking her singing is just amazing. Alyx has come so far with us and shes very open about her past now shes just amazing what am I saying? Alyx will never like me in that way she sees me as her big protective brother! But shes soo beautiful I drift of to somewhere in my mind.

*CC's DAYDREAM* 

I walk into mine and Alyx's new house with the last box of the kids stuff. The kids start running up to me for all the toys I see Alyx in the kitchen "Ryan st rose says Hii" I said to her she chuckled and turned around "Hey Ryan what did you do with Christian?" She said to me I chuckled and kissed her then I carried her outside to where the children were sitting on the grass playing a game I put her next to me on a sun lounger as we watched the children I kissed her lips so soft.

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