Raeann's commentary to the super amazing saturn project

Hello fellow Rae's of sunshine and welcome to cringe time with Raeann. Today we will be taking a trip to the past and into the times of TSASP.. *shudders* i will be giving my commentary throughout the story and I hope you enjoy and allow yourself to laugh a bit. all of my comments will be in bold. Have fun! hehe hee.. *cringes*

it gets funnier after the beginning.

"Philip, you'll be paired up with Dan," my college teacher says assigning partners for our next project. A brunette boy near the front of the class glances back at me and gives a half smile, causing me to return the small gesture, not to make anything awkard. We've never officially met this year but he's been in my class for nearly a month now. I'm sure we've exchanged a few words or ushers before, but I don't really recall ever having the official meet.

Our teacher takes her time to assign us a new seating chart for our project, and it doesn't take long for Dan and I to be sat next to each other. that was quick

"Hey, Philip," Dan says as i sit down I roll my eyes the slightest bit as the teacher caused nearly everyone to call me by my full name, even though I stress the whole time that my name is Phil. Yeah you tell em bitch

"Hi," i awkwardly say back, "Uh, you could call me Phil," he smiles at me and his eyes meet mine which dart down quickly. ugh phil stop with your darting

"Phil, huh?" he says and I nod, "You're not one of those shy freaks are you?" Dan u dick. He laughs along with me. My laugh is fake though. I am a shy freak. I'm just a freak in general. A gay ugly faggot. That's me. calm down philip jesus 

"No, course not. What should our project be about?" I try to change the subject to get his mind off of me just to be safe.

"I don't know," he says thoughtfully. "I like Saturn!" *slow claps* Our astronomy project is about either planets, stars, galaxies or any other crap in space. I let out a small giggle at his enthusiasm and open my book to the planets.

"So, should we do our project about Saturn?" he nods in delight with a bright smile on his face when i notice how adorable his smile is. Wow i need to stop thinking like this. you really should Phil you just met the fucking guy xD

We talk. We laugh. We make more jokes and i adore his smile even more. aw. Just when i started to feel myself again he looks over my shoulder and points to the clock. Darn. Class is almost over. I pout a little.

"Aw, but you're actually cool!" i say in a whiny voice. same. I look away from his smile and the blush that was seeming to spread across his cheeks. "Was that out loud?" i say quietly to the ground causing him to laugh.

"Yeah, that was out loud," he says and i focus on the paper for the project I'm writing.

"I would suggest getting together with you partners outside because today was the only day you got the whole class period to work," the teacher says. Omg. Omg. Omg. I get to see Dan. Out of school. like at my house. YEAHHHH GET THE PUSSY. Oh shit. He'll think I'm weird. Or annoying. Or some ugly fag with no life. Oh wait he probably already thinks that. Only because it's true. PHI LIP. CHILLL.

"Phil? Phillll? Philip? Philippines? Earth to Phil!" i always loved this part. I was day dreaming and I've just embarrassed myself. Oh wait I always do that. PHIL STFU 

"Sorry, um, what is it?" i ask and he hands me a small sheet of paper.

"Here's my number," he says. I look up and raise my eyebrow in confusion. "For our project?" fucking idiot. i nod my head in realization. Way to go Phil. yeah phil way to go