A/N: Trigger warning.
I cried myself to sleep last night, dry tears were still on my face. I get out of bed and go take a shower and do my morning routine, I see that Rose is already awake and made breakfast.
"Good morning, how are you feeling?" She asks me as I step into the kitchen.
"I don't know.." That was the first that came to my head, and the only thing actually.
I grab the breakfast and sit down to eat, Rose sits next to me and eats her breakfast. We have work again today so we get ready to go after we finish eating.
"Try and at least not look like you haven't slept for weeks," Rose says as we approach the cafe, I roll my eyes at her.
"Ah, girls you're back. How was the visit to your sister." Our manager says and I start thinking about it all again.
Rose whispers something to him and he gasps. He apologizes to me and then we go to start our shift. It was pretty busy today, but I couldn't focus on work very well. After a few hours, it was finally over, we headed back and met up with the boys on the way to the apartment.
The boys said that we should all go eat at a restaurant together, Rose and I agree. We go to a restaurant we haven't been at before, I look through the menu but nothing seems appetizing to me. Everyone else made their order while I didn't get anything, Yoongi said that I can share with him if I wanted.
Our food got here and everyone started eating, at one point Yoongi basically put food into my mouth so I eat something. They all finish eating and we leave the restaurant, we walk around until we find ourselves at an amusement park.
"We're here now, might as well go and have fun," Taehyung says, we all look at him but then we go and see what rides to go on.
We stay at the amusement park for a few hours until it got dark and it closed, we were walking home but stopped at a park. It was peaceful and relaxing if you ignored the maknae line running around like a bunch of 8-year-olds.
Luckily, the park was close to the apartment so it wasn't that long of a walk. It got pretty dark so we all went to our respective homes, Yoongi and Jimin wanted to come with but I insisted they just go to their dorm.
Rose and I get home and she gets a quick snack before we both go to sleep. My life won't be easy like this...
1 Month Later
There were 2 weeks left before Rose and I had to go to college, she went to visit her parents before college and Jimin went with her. The boys will have to go away for a week 2 days before college starts, I'm going to miss Yoongi and I know he's going to miss me.
It really wasn't easy with what happened to Scarlett, I'm not proud of what I did but it just felt like it was the only thing I could do then. Even though I have Rose and the guys, I still feel lonely because I lost all the blood family I had.
"Are you ready to go?" Yoongi asks as I open the door.
"Yeah, I am," I say and we walk out. We're going on a date because we're not sure when the next time we can will be.
He took me on a picnic date, which I thought was really sweet. It was also a place by a lake, which made it even more beautiful. We ate and talked for an hour or 2 before we walked around, it wasn't really late but it was still kinda dark so I hope he won't see the cuts...
We walk around for a bit before we stop at a park, he pulls me by my wrist to bring me close. I was getting nervous because he would be able to see the cuts if he looked. My sleeve went back down to hide them but it was too late, Yoongi pulled the sleeve back up and looked at me.
"When did you do this?" He asks me in a serious tone.
"A few days ago.." I respond after a while.
He hugs me tight before kissing me, the atmosphere seemed perfect because of the moon and time of night. He breaks the kiss and looks me in the eyes.
"Don't do it again, please." He says in a sad tone now. I nod and he kisses me again.
We start heading home, we get here and he says he's actually going to stay with me until Rose comes back.
"You have to tell her when she comes back, okay?" He asks after I changed from the clothes I was in before.
"Yeah, I will don't worry," I say and go to the kitchen to get some food because I was hungry again.
He eats something with me and then we watch TV for a while. I get tired after an hour so I decide to go to bed, as I lay down I see Yoongi coming in the room to sleep with me, he was so comfortable to just cuddle with and I quickly fall asleep.
Next Morning
I wake up still in Yoongi's embrace, I look at the clock and see it's almost noon. I manage to get up and go do my morning routine, I get out of the room and go to the bathroom. When I get out of the bathroom, I see that Rose is back.
"You're back, how was it?" I ask her.
"It was nice, my mom really likes Jimin." She says and chuckles.
"Are you okay, Y/N? You seem sad." She asks with a confused look on her face. I sigh before speaking.
"No, not really. I need to tell you something." I say and she has her full attention on me.
I show her my wrist and she gasps, she walks up to me and hugs me.
"But you promised to never do it again after that time last year." She says. I hug her back tight.
"I know what I did.." I say and start crying again because I remembered what happened then.
I feel like this book is getting really boring now, but I don't know I could be wrong. Oh well, I hope you guys are still enjoying it.
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