The Wanderer Love - A William Control Fanfiction

fooling around

[WIL'S P.O.V.]

Breakfast came and went. I had Lupe sit between me and Bianca. I held onto her hand until the pizza came. I did my best to cheer up Lupe. She looked like she was taking it pretty roughly compared to all of her friends. She told them at breakfast but they seemed to shrug it off and mutually agreed to continue on. Lupe on the other hand looked as if she was replaying the whole fight and argument in her head. She had a dull expression to everything, she sure wasn't herself.

Bianca had a talk with her before we all sat down to eat pizza. I could only hear Bianca rant on about how it wasn't Lupe's fault and that it was going to happen anyways. That KJ had it coming since he started drinking again. They hugged it out and it seemed to help her a bit more. I agreed with Bianca, it was true. I just felt bad for Lupe because I know her head is probably just scrambled and it's going to take more than just a pep talk but instead it was going to require time.

I however noticed she wasn't eating much. She only ate about three bites of her slice, "eat up before anyone asks you for the rest" I said trying to be humorous.

"It's alright, I'm not that hungry anyways" she said giving me a small smile.

She remained quiet for the rest of breakfast. It drove me crazy how she would be quiet even when the most funniest of jokes were being told by Micheal and JJ.

She even stayed seated as we all got up to play some rounds of beer pong and Cards Against Humanity.

Lupe soon excused herself from the group and headed into our room.

I can't let her be by herself. She's probably in need of someone to comfort her. She takes care of everyone but who takes care of her.

I excused myself too shortly after.

I slowly opened the door to see that Lupe wasn't in bed but I heard the water running.

I quietly walked to the bathroom. I opened the door only to see through a crack. The tub was filling and was foaming with bubbles. There was motion to the right, Lupe had thrown her clothes on the toilet lid.

Music started playing. It was some song by The Neighbourhood. It seemed to overplay her soft sighs and small sniffling from her crying.

After a minuet, she neared the tub. She was naked and looked at the tub for comfort. She slowly stepped in and sat down. I was relieved to see that she didn't look like she was going to hurt herself. There were no razors or guns near her and thank god she didn't have an electric appliance near her.

She slouched and hugged her knees. Soon her sorrow became anger. She stood up and put on a towel. She continued to go back to the sink and grabbed a blunt and a half empty wine bottle. She took turns puffing the blunt and chugging the bottle. She sat down on the toilet lid. The music changed to Marilyn Manson which was very ironic.

She was drunk and mad. She threw the bottle to the opposite wall close to the door. I sat back afraid she saw me. The noises of things clashing down assured me she didn't see me.

Bianca came running in, "What is going on?" She said seeing me on the floor.

She was about to go into the bathroom but I stopped her, "I got it, she's just upset" I told her blocking her path.

"Wil, step aside, you don't know Lupe, she gets like this sometimes and can get weak then pretty hostile." She tried pushing me.

She made no progress and I held her shoulders looking into her eyes, "Bianca, just let me handle it."

Ben suddenly appeared at the door frame, "hey babe, why'd you leave?" he said raising an eyebrow to me as I was holding her.

I took a step back letting go of her, knowing how Ben got when he's protective.