The Breaker of Hearts and Minds || fillie (completed)

-nine-

-TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ READ AT YOUR OWN RISK-

Millie's pov.
"What the hell?" Maddie asked as she saw her house starting to fill up.

"I-I don't know." I said. I turned around and pushed through the people that filled the house within a matter of thirty seconds. I walked towards the front of the group where Grace was standing.

"Grace." I said loudly enough for her to hear and tapped her shoulder. I saw her roll her eyes and slowly turned around.

"What do you want Brown?" She asked with a frown on her face.

"Why did you do this?" I asked.

"Well I- There's my favorite person!" She interrupted herself. Her frown shifted into a smile as I turned around in confusion to see who she was looking at.

"Grace! Oh Millie, Darling!" said Romeo,the devil himself.

"The only person who can call me that is Finn, not you." I snapped.

"Woah, woah tiger, the last time we talked you were like a little kitten." He replied, putting his hand on my shoulder. I smacked his hand off and turned around to try to find Finn.

"Where are you going Darling?" Romeo said grabbing my arm.

"Let me go!" I said snatching my arm out of his tough grasp.

"Oh come on. Just take a drink with me at least." He said with a pout.

I rolled my eyes. I felt disgusted just looking at his jack ass self. Does he not realize how much hate I have towards him?

"Millie just take a drink with me and I'll leave you alone for the rest of the party." Romeo said.

I stood there for a moment, deciding if I should. 'You know what,if this is what it'll take for him to leave you alone, do it.' I thought.

I nodded my head slowly, questioning my decision. He lead me into the dining room where the drinks were laid out.

"I'll just have a Pina Colada Martini please." I told the bartender that Maddie hired for this party. The bartender smiled at me and started my drink.

Romeo asked for a dry martini, and I continuously shifted around in my seat uncomfortably.

"Millie, sweetheart are you okay?" He asked."I'm fine Romeo." I replied.

He kept talking to me about his money, and how he's planning to buy a mansion when he's older. I barely listened, that boy could speak for days without taking a breath.

"Here you go ma'am." The bartender smiled at me and handed me my drink. "Thank you." I smiled back. Romeo got his drink and took a sip. I took a small sip as well, realizing that I needed to go to the bathroom.

"I'll be back , I'm just going to the restroom." I told Romeo. "Okay darling, be quick!" He grinned at me. I made my way to the bathroom and did what I had to do. I rinsed my face and told myself that this will be over soon.

I walked back into the dining room and took a large sip of my Martini. Maddie got us all fake ID's for this party, and for use in the future. I don't plan on using it a lot, but it's helpful.

A couple minutes later, I started feeling dizzy. I couldn't really think. The drink might have been strong, so I ignored it. "Are you okay Millie?" He asked me. "Uh, I think I just want to lay down for a bit." I responded. "Okay, I'll take you to a room." Romeo suggested.

"Uh no, it's fine." I replied. "No please, let me." He argued. "Ok." I said, wanting him to shut up.

We walked up the stairs of Maddies big house and walked to the guest bedroom, since that would be the best idea.

I was scared, I didn't want Romeo doing something to me. But I just kept brushing it off.

I opened the door to the room and laid on the bed. Romeo sat on the edge of the bed, while I was wondering why he had to come.

There was an awkward silence in the room, until my worst nightmare started coming true.

Romeo laid on top of me, forcing a kiss. I pushed him off and yelled "What the hell Romeo!" I tried sitting up but failed, laying back down. I'm sorry, I meant falling back down.

"Oh Millie, you didn't think I wanted to help you did you? The only person I want to help, is myself." Romeo stated.

My body went numb, and that's when I knew, that Romeo drugged me. I didn't feel capable of moving, and I knew I was screwed.

Romeo took his shirt off, and started kissing my neck.

"Stop! Please don't do this to me, please." I cried out. I tried moving my arms to push him off of me, but I wasn't even capable of lifting a finger.

I felt tears dripping out of my eyes, as he continued taking my clothes off for his own pleasure. His own happiness.

I kept yelling things to try and make him stop, but the words I said were pointless.

He used my body for pleasure.

He used my body for happiness.

He used my body for himself.

Not me, not anyone else, but himself.

And the worst part was, that it was my first time. I always imagined giving my first time to someone I trusted. Someone I loved.

I imagined giving it to someone who i gave consent to.

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HI! I'm Joeie (p-prettygirls ) and I'm helping my bby Liz out with her books. So uh yeah, Liz and I both wrote this chapter, (mostly me though (; ) so uh yeah. ILOVEYOULIZ