I lay in my bed. The night is dark and still. No one else is awake. Only me. As always. I roll onto my side and start thinking. The first thing that comes into my mind is you. A flood of emotions overwhelm me. My stomach flips over and over. Then I remember. You're not mine anymore. Everything comes back and a fresh new batch of feelings. The pain. The heartbreak. Everything. It all floods over me and I'm overwhelmed. Then I realise, I don't mind. I don't mind that you aren't here anymore. I don't feel anything for you. In fact, I don't feel anything at all. Only numb. The pain is gone. You're gone. Everything's gone. There's nothing left.
