Thoughts

0.5

Whatever I did, I'm sorry, I knew I was going to fuck something up but I didn't think it would get this bad. I just need you, you're all I have left, yeah I have him but he's just a friend who steals shit for me and I'm just his trash bin for him to rant to, but you, you're something else, you make me happy by the dumbest things, you can just put a plastic bag on your head and I'll die of laughter. Nobody else has made me as happy as you've made me these past almost two years. I know I'm clingy and I know I'm needy but I need attention, I never got any when I was younger so I try to make myself happy but nothing works anymore except for you. Everything bores me. You're the only light I have and you're gone. I really don't know what I've done but I did something. Did I overwhelm you? Is it your sister? Did she do something? Please, I need to know if you're okay, you've send me one snapchat in the past 24 hours... "streaks" but it seemed like you logged off your account and didn't come back unless you wanted to send streaks. Please. I need to know if you're alright.