The thick must of stale cigarettes and liquor hung in the air. It was a familiar scent, one that was always lurking in my bed. I turned slightly only to feel the curves of his body slide into mine. He must have crawled into bed after I had fallen asleep, knowing I would have kicked him out had I of still been awake. I had been exhausted, and all the whisky did was make me sleepy so it didn’t surprise me I had passed out. I mean, this fight really took it out of me. It wasn’t like the others, all stupid and pointless bickering. No, this one dug deep, tearing open old scars.
His muscular calves rubbed up against my thighs, he was feverishly warm. Though his words the night before had sent me into an uncontrollable rage, I had calmed down and I still loved him with all the fibers in my body. I turned completely over and laid my palm upon his forehead; he was burning up. His body heat radiated under the covers causing my pores began to fill with sweat. My cold hand must have awoken him because he mumbled something incoherent before dozing off again. I wrapped my arms around his broad shoulders, pushing my whole upper body against his back. I began tracing my finger up and down his arm, causing him to form goose flesh. He moaned in pleasure, indicating I had woken him up again. He sighed heavily before turning over to face me. his deep blue eyes reflected into mine. They were filled with sorrow, and lust. I mustered a half smile, making sure to not break eye contact with him, I knew he wouldn’t apologize for the way he had spoken to me, he was stubborn like that, but then again I wasn’t going to apologize either.he lightly grasped my arm with his rough hands, tenderly stroking my soft skin. He flashed a winning smile at me before taking his index finger and tracing the outline of my lips.
“Perfection.” he whispered.
My bed began to feel like a furnace as my body heat began mixing with his. I leaned it close just mere centimeters away from his face. I could feel every breath he exhaled. He leaned in, barely brushing his lips against mine. Such a tease. He stayed with his lips pressed against mine for a few seconds, i felt a smile creep across his face, and his grip on my arm tighten. I could feel the hunger inside me begin to grow, a powerful, ancient force taking control of my every muscle. He moved on top of me, pressing his lip against mine with force. In only seconds i could feel his tounge searching around my mouth. Tingling sensations spread through my body until i could no longer take it. With all my force I flipped my self on top of him, smiling maliciously. His eyes showed his shock at my sudden surge of power. He sat up, allowing my thighs to straddle his . He began sliding my top off, pulling it gently over my head. I, on the other hand, was losing control and ripped his shirt straight down the middle. He looked at me in utter disbelief, smiling from ear to ear. i placed my hand in the middle of his chest, slowly pushing him down. I wriggled my hips and yanked his boxers down and off his ankles. His body was a masterpiece, glowing, radiant, chiseled, and all mine. I glanced over his whole body, taking in the purity of the moment. In a moment of impatience he grabbed onto my waste throwing me onto the side of the bed, climbing back on top of me. with one quick rip my underwear was on the floor. He ran his hands all over my body, exploring me as if we were lovers meeting for the first time. Our bodies mingled together, I shear poetic form. Every aspect of us was raw, and naked. Our bodies pressed together, so intimate, so real. He moved his lips down my abdomen, kissing me slowly farther and farther down. I moaned in the throws of passion. I didn't believe in Heaven but his face in between my legs would be the closest I ever got. With heightened anticipation he teased me, until suddenly, and with electric force, every inch of him was inside me. Our bodies mixed together like paint on a canvas, with every movement the painting became more beautiful. His movements were in perfect rhythm with mine, as if we were dancing in perfect harmony. Sensations, vibrations, and exhilaration coursed through my body, my eyes rolled back as i screamed with the ultimate pleasure. For a few seconds i remained silent, my heart beat thumping in my ears. He crawled up beside me, pulling me in close. We breathed heavily, gazing into each others eyes.
We were two very broken people, tortured with the evil the world set upon us. At times we turned on each other, releasing rage and spitting words of fire. But tonight, I saw him, and he was perfect.
