Love In Odd Places (Steve Rogers x Loki) (BoyxBoy)

Captain America Can't Be Gay

 After leaving Loki's room Steve went and sat on the couch. What did he just do? There are so many things wrong with what happened. For one, he shouldn't have even done it. Two, he really hurt Loki. Oh, Loki must hate him know. And what would Thor think! If he ever found out, what would he think?

The captain groaned as he thought everything over.

Loki had offered to show him the difference between kisses and he accepted the offer. But...then Loki denied him. He was just so curious, how it would feel to kiss Loki again, this time a real kiss. So, he initiated the kiss, and it was great. It was as perfect as he thought it would be and more. It felt great to kiss the god, to hold him close and touch him. But it was wrong! Guys should not kiss other guys. It was disgusting and sinful. If anyone found out- No, no one can find out. He would be hated by everyone, an absolute shame!

Steve groaned, it didn't feel wrong though. It felt right. Oh, but then Loki put his hand on his thigh. If the captain didn't stop his hand from moving up further... Oh god, he would have given into the sweet temptation of Loki. He would have fallen off the cliff into the no return, and he wasn't sure if he was ready for that just yet.

Then everything that transpired between the two suddenly disappeared when Loki asked him that one question. He didn't know how to answer the god. How to try and explain that he needed time to figure everything out because it was going quicker than he ever imagined.

The super soldier closed his eyes and ran a hand through his hair. To make matters worse Loki turned into a female and her breasts were exposed!

Of course, Steve liked the view, how could he not? She was beautiful standing there in front of him. She was confident and aware of her beauty, and the fire in her eyes made him want her more. He had to look away, besides the fact that it was out of respect he couldn't resist her if she kept staring at him like that.

Steve opened his eyes and grabbed his phone. He needed to distract himself from his thoughts before he got up and went back to the god.

"Capsicle! I am glad you called. Bruce and I have been working on this device to neutralize Loki's powers should he ever go all crazy in the head again. We'd like for you to bring him to test it and-"

"Tony, I don't think that would be a good idea right now."

"Why do you say that?"

Steve scratched the back of his head, "I may have upset him."

"Uh oh, what did you do, Cap?"

"I may have taken your advice and kissed him again."

"Damn, Cap. I didn't think you'd actually do that. I told you it was a bad idea."

"I know you told me it was a bad idea, Tony, but you are also the one that recommended it."

"Well? How was it? Was it everything you thought it would be?"

"I don't know. It was...different." Steve thought back to the kiss and a smile spread out on his face. It was the best kiss he'd had in a long time. "I stopped before it got too far. I just...I couldn't do it."

"What do you mean you couldn't do it? Do you not know what to do?" Tony asked, a smile clearly in his voice.

"No. No. Tony, listen, I can't do that. I just can't, it's not fair to him."

"What do you mean it's not fair to him. I bet he'd like it just as much as you would."

Steve rolled his eyes and he listened to his friend. "I just can't. He deserves better. Besides, it's wrong."

"What do you mean it's wrong? I mean, I don't think this is a good idea, but how is it wrong?"

The super soldier groaned and leaned his head back, "Captain America can't be gay."

"Why can't he?"

"Because, Tony, Captain America is supposed to represent the simple times, the old days. In the old days it was wrong to be gay at all. Everyone would hate me if I was gay."

"Not to burst your bubble, Capsicle, but Captain America wasn't created to represent the old, simple days. Captain America was created to make a stronger better soldier and army. And hey, guess what? If the only guy who knew the formula to the serum didn't die, they would have succeeded. Just because you came back from the dead doesn't mean you now have to represent the old days. It just means you were meant to be here."

"Thanks, Tony," the captain said as he rubbed his eyes with his thumb and forefinger. "I still don't know what I'm going to do."

"How about this?" Tony's voice held a bit of excitement, "Go find Bag-o'-cats and give him a big kiss and see where that goes."

"I don't know."

Tony's voice became teasing as he said, "You better go do that now, Spangles, before I come over and make you."

"I don't think you could make me, Tony. I am stronger than you."

"I never said I wouldn't bring back up."

Steve chuckled and shook his head, "I'm going. Talk to you later."

The blond hung up the phone but didn't move. He just sat there on the couch thinking. Should he go talk to Loki? He probably should just to try and work things out, but he couldn't bring himself to get up. He looked out the window of his apartment. The sky was blue with white puffs of clouds looking like marshmallows. It was only three in the afternoon, but he felt exhausted. How could Loki only be here a few days and already has turned the captain's life upside down? It was unbelievable.

Steve sighed and stood up before heading to Loki's room. He knocked on the closed door but got no response. I opened the door a bit and peaked in.

"Loki?"

A pillow was thrown at the door almost hitting Steve in the face. "Go away, Midgardian. I do not wish to speak with you."

Steve opened the door a bit more and looked at the god who was laying on the bed looking up at the ceiling. "Look, Loki, I'm sorry about earlier-"

Loki sat up and looked at the captain, "I get it, Captain. You wish to forget what happened, as do I. We shall not discuss it further."

"No, Loki, that's not what I mean." The blond went to stand in front of the furious god. He knelt down and looked up into the glowing green eyes. "I mean, I'm sorry I wasn't explaining things right earlier. It's hard trying to explain to someone who wasn't in my time how things were. Every fiber of my being says this is wrong, that I shouldn't want this. However, there is a part of me that does want this, I just don't know how to even go about it the right way. I've never been in a relationship or anything. Dating experience is something I lack."

"You denied me."

Steve nodded, "I know, but only because I don't want to rush into things. I want to take things slow so I can be able to adjust to this new situation that I'm totally lost in."

"You looked away."

"In respect for you. I didn't feel I had the right to see."

"You had every right, Captain. I wanted you to see." The brunette's eyes glowed brighter with anger at the memory of the captain looking away from him after he had exposed himself.

Steve took the god's hand in a gentle grasp, "I'm sorry. Please forgive me, Loki."

"What's there to forgive?"

The blond smiled and kissed the back of the pale hand in his. "Loki, would you be willing to help me learn? Take things slow with me and teach me everything you are so knowledgeable about?"

Loki laughed, "Is that how you are asking me out?"

Steve blushed, "Yeah, I guess it is."

"Well then I accept."

The two smiled at each other and the green-eyed devil pulled the blue eyed angel into a gentle kiss.

For now, they werehappy. For now, everything was safe. They knew there were still things thatthey needed to discuss but for now, they were just happy to be with each other.