leave me the fuck alone
i'm the one clinging to you for attention, didn't you notice?
sorry for my triple sided personality
seems like i only lead people on
i'm tired of this
the blade is my friend and i love the blood and scabs and sometimes the scars
but some are too thick and have no feeling when i touch them
so fuck you for making me this way
none of us signed up for this shit
so either give me a chance or just kill me
cuz this isn't what was in the fine print
i wish i could be numb and so stoned that nothing hurt
the shots didn't burn as much as i thought they would
i can hold my liquor better than you, asshole
all the european blood holding up to the stereotypes of being heavyweight drinkers
i thank you for giving me that gift and also the huge problem of being easily addicted to substances
i will use it well and make nothing of my life
even though she sacrificed hers for me to have a better one
this is my way of thanks, i'm sorry to say
i hate this person that i am
yet i love who i've become
the duality of man, as they said in full metal jacket
this is the corpse of a conflicted kid
YOU ARE READING
Poetry?
Poetryuh just feelings vomited onto a page, some dredged up from my school docs accnt. maybe it's semi-good. just basic teenage boy angst. enjoy if you want. heads up, some // n o t f u n v i b e s// ahead
