ii - 13/4/14

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Dear Diary,

I feel like a dagger just stabbed my heart. I hate seeing Graces Parents' in agony. It makes me feel a lot more guilty. I think I was the reason why she suicide. My body feels really weak and I can't imagine her parents either. Her parents are planning a funeral as soon as possible. And of course, being the nice people they were, they invited me, the boys & our families as well. We were packing up and staying at a hotel for a few weeks. Our manager understands that we have to go. He gave us a 2 week vacation for our hard work. It felt right, but wrong at the same time. Calum's girlfriend, Elizabeth, is coming along since she knew her. Grace and her were close. Like really close. I just wish that she was here, back in my arms again. But sadly, that will only be in my fucking dreams. The struggle is fucking real.

Love,

Ash

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