*2 days later*
It's been two days since Ethan cheated on me. I've been so sad that I've locked my self in my room and cried myself asleep. I've not been eating at all. Cammy is still in Milan but he comes home tomorrow. He was also cheated on because Selena was his girlfriend. We were both heartbroken. My mom is still in England and she calls me everyday to make sure I'm ok. I really love my mom and I hate it when my dad hits her. She doesn't deserve it. My dad has gone A-wall and my mom can't find him. But really no one seriously minds because we hate him. He abuses all of us. He gets drunk and hits us. My mom is just too scared to do anything about him.
Me and Kylie have been talking and she said that's she's gonna come over today. I'm I have a friend like her. I also think I'm gonna ask Meredith and Cam if they want to come over too.
Group Chat between Sam,Kylie,Meredith&Cameron.
BestFriendssss❤️
S: Hey do you all wanna come
Over to my house later?
I could really use the company.
K: Of course I Can come.
M: Sure I'm free💋
C: Yeah me three.
S: Okay my house in 30?
K,M,C: On my way❤️
I'm so thankful that I have them as my friends. I really dunno what I would do with out them. I love them for that and that's what friends do. Selena could really use a lesson off theses girls.
I'm currently in my sweats but honestly I really don't give a shit. I feel disgusting. Fat. Ugly.
*30 minutes later*
I hear the door bell ring so I go and get it. I already know that's it's the girls. They are all standing there with sympathetic faces and Cam has ice cream and Kylie had Pizza. I can't help but cry. Meredith quickly runs over to me and hugs me. They all come in and I take them up to my room. Honestly I'm so thankful for friends like them. They are the best.
"Hey come on Sam. It's gonna be ok" Meredith says whilst stroking my hair.
"I'm actually very ashamed of Ethan. I really can't believe that he would do that to you. Sam you one of the nicest people I've ever met. You funny, Smart, enthusiastic, Beautiful and sweet. You are everything a boy could wish for and more. I'm really sorry Samantha." Cam says wiping away a couple of tears.
"Thank you Cam. And you don't need to apologise it was Ethan not you."
I say to her giving her a hug.
"They came back yesterday and Ethan hasn't come out of his room at all. He won't talk to me or Gray. Not even out parents. I think he regrets what he had done. I know Ethan and truthfully I think that there was a reason why he did this." Cam explains.
"I do kind of agree. But I need time. And when I'm ready I'll talk to him." I explain to her.
"Come on enough talking lets have a teen wolf marathon" Kylie says whilst looking for Teen Wolf on Netflix.
"Omg Dylan Obrien and Tyler Posey are actually So fucking gorgeous!!" Meredith says.
"Did you know that Dylan Is actually my cousin and that I've been on the teen wolf set before?" I say to them.
They all look at me with jealousy.
It's actually really kind of funny and we all start laughing.
"Lucky bitch" Meredith says.
"Hey I could always introduce him to you" I say winking at her. Her mouth drops.
"UH HELL YES!!!" She screams.
We all laugh that tears are coming out of our eyes.
During the show we all start to eat the food. I didn't want any but Kylie made me. I'm really thankful for her helping me through this. And Meredith and Cam of course.
We had watched 4 seasons and it was really late. Meredith was going to Paris for a photo shoot tomorrow and Cam was going to New Jersey to see her grandparents. So they had to head home. Kylie was about to leave when I said to her.
"Hey Kylie"
"Hey Sam" she mocks
I roll my eyes and ask "would you mid staying here tonight. I really need a friend right now"
"Of course I can. Let me just ring my mom and let her know first." She answers.
Kylie finished talking to her mom and I was just scrolling through Instagram when I saw a picture that really broke my heart. It was me and Ethan in a fan page. It hurt because he ruined it. It was his fault. And I thought that he was different. I couldn't help but cry.
"Hey hey it's ok Sammy. It's alright. Shhh" Kylie says whilst picking me up from the floor.
"Why is it always me. Am I not good enough. Is it because I'm not pretty. Because I'm not skinny" I ask her.
" Hey don't you dare say those thing because you are Good enough. You are too good for him. He lost something amazing. You Are gorgeous you are skinny. So don't ever say those things again ok!" Kylie says trying to make me feel better.
"Come on let's run you a nice hot bath ok." She says and I nod.
She goes into the bath room and runs the bath and puts a lush bath bomb in. I take off my jumper just leaning me with a crop top and black adidas sweat pant on. Kylie stands there and gives me a strange look.
"Sam come here please" she asks. I do as I'm told and stand in front of her.
"Show my you're wrists please" she asks. Now I'm worried because I completely forgot about the cuts from the other day.
"W-why?" I ask. I obviously know why.
"Just show me them" she demands.
I put my wrists out in front of me. She could tell that they were new because they were still red. All of a sudden she start crying and I just can't help but cry with her.
"How l-Iong?" She asks finally being able to talk
"Two days ago. When I found out about Ethan and Selena." I say crying.
"Samantha. Please do not do this ever again. You should never of done this over a stupid boy. You should never do this anyway. Promise me this will be the last time?" She says.
"Promise" I reply.
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A/n Awe Sam has the best friends.
Do you think that there's a reason whyEthan did this? Maybe...Maybe not. Comment what you think.
Peace✌️💜
