Stay... (a Luke Brooks fanfiction)

#34

Haylen's pov

6 weeks have passed, I stayed in my room after school, long sleeved everyday to cover the scars and my grades dropped. Mom wasn't happy.

Zara moved in with her friend Kayla. Cara's living with grandma . Beau's been asking me to head over to their house to stop Jai from drinking but I'm too afraid that he might react really violent since he's drunk.

Raelyn barely attended school, I got bullied by Ana everyday and Dylan is with some bae.

I wore my black coat which had long sleeves to cover my cuts. I took a glance at my phone 25 miss calls from Luke:-) ,2 miss calls from Rae and 36 messages from Luke:-)

I know Luke was trying to care but he should stop because he isn't my boyfriend and he never will be. I don't want to blame him but he was the cause why Jai and me Split and why Jai is in such conditions.

Haylen.

hayyyylen please reply

how are you haylen

hayyyyyyyyyyylen

please haylen reply me please.

haylen I'm worried about you

haylen please

goodnight haylen rest well.

good morning, please reply to me babe.

every single message I read from Luke there was this slight joy in my heart . I admit I'm an idiot because I know deep down in me I still have feelings for Luke which are growing like a tumor.

someone knocked my door. "Luke is here to see you." My mom said.

"Fuck off." I yelled. "mind your language." my mom yelled back.

the door knob twisted, Luke stepped right in shutting the door behind him.

"go away. " I felt tears already.

"Haylen, I haven't done anything yet, why are you crying." he sat on the bed beside me.

"I'm fine. " I ignored him. "leave."

"No I'm not leaving. Haylen don't you get it? I LIKE YOU A LOT AND I MESSED UP BIG TIME BUT I CANT HELP IT , IT WAS LIKE I WAS ATTRACTED TO YOU OR SOMETHING!" he raised his voice

I kept silent, is this what I'm actually hearing. this is fucking messed up. me, my feelings and my life.

"I'm really sorry if I hurt you the last time." he looked down. he was also in the same state as I'm in.

my mind says fucking leave him and move somewhere else but my heart says give him a chance.

I sigh. "Luke I'm really fucked up, my face has makeup from 6 days ago, I haven't eaten much and I've been in bed all week."

"you're still beautiful." he smile.

I ignored his comment. when you like someone , you'll lie to them about the greatest shit like if I look like a zombie , Luke would say I look like Beyonce or Barbara Palvin

Luke stood up. " I just really want to go out with you." he sigh.

I admit I feel bad for Luke since he's falling for a person who currently does not have a heart. I put on my happiest smile.

"Sure why not? a stroll I. the park would be exciting."

"Wow I can smell the sarcasm right there." Luke rolled his eyes.

"you're such a spoiler, Jesus christ why can you just play along." I crossed my arms in front of my chest.

Luke handed me a sleeveless tie dye shirt , it wasn't really what I would wear but I was too lazy so I decided to wear that.

I told Luke to wait in the living room while I get dress.

Lukes Pov.

I went out of Haylen's room. it was literally a miracle. SHE ACTUALLY SAID SHE WANTS TO GO OUT WITH ME. but I was hopping she would wear the shirt I gave her. its really important.

"Hey Mrs Smith, I'm taking Haylen out for a stroll." I smiled.

Then she hugged me. "Oh gosh thanks Luke, without you that woman would be in her bed for years and would most likely turn into a hobo." her mom laughed.

"ayyyy I'm out." Haylen stretched as she walked in the living room. 

the shirt fit her perfectly and especially when she pared it with a black skirt. when she slipped into her vans I immediately grab her hand and drag her outside.

Her eyes squint to the sunlight after being in bed for 6 weeks. her eyes then got adjusted back to their normal size. the deep dark brown of her eyes sparkled.

"Lets go." she ran towards the park.

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we reached the park and we finally found a shady place on the grass to seat.

she crossed her legs like she was sitting on the floor in 3rd grade. she was adorable.

"so.... what we gonna do now?" she looked around."

"talk I guess, talk." I smiled.

she stayed silent but then curiosity struck her. "Wait why did you buy me this shirt?" she asked.

I noticed how she was always wearing black. it wasn't her , she doesn't like to wear black all the time and now it has become a hobbies. I also noticed that she hated shirts with sleeves unless they're long.

and thinking about the past when I met her, she looked absolutely amazing in other colors than just black.

"Haven't you noticed? I studied you." I smirked.

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Omg I'm totes sorry.

I haven't update like in a month. guess what guys, we're half way in the story, yay. just about 10 more chapters and there might be a sequel, it depends.

sorry I'll be very inactive because its the exam period so I can't really update much. I'll try my best tho.

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~ilysm Alison